how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Saturday, April 30, 2005

I dunno.`
I need you.`
Missing you every sec of my life.`
I want to watch the moon with you.`
I want to be with you every sec of my life.`
I want to stay beside u passing every problems.`
I want so many things.`
Should I say I need you?`
=))
I'm waiting,`
Patiently.`

Nlyg.<3

8:02 PM

Y Sunday, April 24, 2005

Today`
Tiring Day`
Everyday is a tiring day.`
Slept at two yesterdae and woke up quite early.`
Helped out on the pet rockets exhibit.`
Played like madd and work like madd.`
Tiring but fun.`
The whole learning fiesta was a fun.`
A lot of ex-bdsians came.`
Was kinda like a reunion party.`
Was dreaming of her like madd.`
Lol.`
Went to valley after the whole thing.`
Played pool , cs , warcraft.`
Was relaxing.`
Still dreaming of you.`
Today.`
Talk to you`
Not more than 30 Sentences.`
You were no where to be found.`
I was busy also.`
No time to wonder where u were.`
When i finally finish everything.`
You had already left the school already.`
This whole week sucks.`
Got detention for not going cca.`
Tired for the last 3 days cuz of the fiesta.`
Stayed in school from 2-5 everyday.`
Doing my pw also.`
Convert everything to powerpoint.`
Was like a mad ars.`
Maths is like so complicated now.`
A Maths making me suffocating.`
Passing thru my e maths.`
Maintaining my standard for science.`
Trying to be a little bit better for my english.`
Ahh.`
Really dunno what to do.`
Always sticking on this computer.`
Addicted.`
Feel like listening to techno that refers to you.`
Hahx.`
The poem.`
Hope the ' he ' is me.`
=)
Always hoping to hold your hands and watch the stars.`
Always with you passing thru all ur obstacles.`
I could only say.`
Only miracle could happen now.`
A step seemed to be a million steps.`
Hoping for a lost star.`
ilu1314.-

Nlyg.<3

1:29 PM

Y Wednesday, April 20, 2005

I'm sure.`
I'm still in love with you.`
I can feel it.`
Why cant i just scold u?`
Not bear to scold u?`
Coz i like u?`
I dunno.`
I'm confused also.`
Woke up at 11am today.`
Didn't go school as i overslept very badly.`
How am i gonna do.`
I never attend school for 3 times le.`
If they suspect.`
I will die.`
School shld be fun today.`
One day never go school = to one day wont tio insult.`
Nv felt so peaceful b4.`
Ppl call my names.`
Just becuz of my size.`
I dint even insult them.`
Playing Cs yesterday.`
My clanmate told me i've improved.`
my reaction is faster than b3fore.`
Hope i could get in tt team.`
My studies.`
I missed school today.`
So dint know wad to do.`
People were studying and i'm at home blogging.`
LOL`
I dun think i'm not the only one absent.`
Hong Giap also nv go.`
LOL.`
I miss you.`
Dunno when can this feeling go away.`
Should i perservere?`
I really dunno.`
You're alone now.`
You need someone to give u care,concern and love.`
I dun even know whether i am the one for it.`
Maybe i should really try.`
ilu1314-.

Nlyg.<3

4:27 AM

Y Tuesday, April 19, 2005

MY LIFE ROCK`
CHANGING IN PROGRESS`
WANNA SEE BRAND NEW ME?`
MUST WAIT LONGER A LITTLE..`
CUZ IM GONNA HAVE A NEW ATTITUDE`

Dear bloggy`
I'm always here to blogg.`
Dunno if got people come see a not`
But I'm still blogging..`
So many things happen today.`
I failed my chinese test.`
I failed my chemistry test.`
I just seemed to screw up my life currently.
Need to change my attitude.`
Every teacher told me that.`
They said i have a bad attitude towards study`
I'm changing.`
I need more time just to change`
So hard to just change my attitude.`
2 More weeks.`
Hell is gonna arrived.`
Better prepared everything.`
But cant seem to study anything.`
Trying my best to listen in class.`
But the class always screw me up.=)`
Too much laughter in the class.`
Even if i'm quiet.`
There would still be noise.`
I dint make any noise.`
Everyone began saying its my fault.`
Diaoxxx.`
I really realised something.`
Cat do love her a lot.`
His action seemed to hint me a lot of things.`
When he saw my letter.`
His mood changed.`
I can really know how much he cared abt her.`
Haixx.`
I'm trying to help u change.`
Giving all i have to help.`
Hope u could really change.`
Not for me`
Its the future.`
Wish everything could goes on well.`
God bless us.`
ilu1314-

Nlyg.<3

11:29 AM

Y Monday, April 18, 2005

I LOVE STUDYING`
STUDYING RULES MY LIFE`
MY COMPUTER ROCK MY LIFE`

Time passes so fast`
Another week has pass again`
My homework is still lying there.`
Hasn't been doing homework today`
Going to chiong for it later in the niatx.`
So tired.`
Cycle 3 times today`
Played soccer with frenzz`
Enjoying a good time`
Skin colour is getting from bad to worse.`
Can i go for bleaching?`
Two weeks left`
Mid year is coming.`
And I'm still sticking on my computer.`
Trying to concentrate but theres infinty work to do.`
I'M GETTING FATTER`
Freaking hell`
Going to be a pig soon`
A real pig.`
Lols.`=))
Finally knew log.`
But was hardd to complete it.`
Quadratic was easier a little`
Tomorrow was the test for my e maths.`
Shitified inequalities.`
I'm gonna show u whos the one roming here.`
w00t.`
Gonna stop here.`
Chiong my cs for a while before going to study.`
Miss you`
Loving ya`
Treasuring wadd god has giving me``..

Nlyg.<3

1:03 PM

Y Sunday, April 17, 2005

I LOVE MY LIFE`
I LOVE STUDYING`
I LOVE EVERYONE CLOSE TO ME`
I LOVE YOU``
Tired`
Todaes tuition was badd.`
Logarithmic is hardd.`
I still canot remember every formula.`
So hardd`
Feel like just giving up but have to go on.`
Went to school todae for pet rocket.`
Was having a fun time launchiong my dearest rocket.`
It flew very high but the distance werent as expected.`
After that`
Went to simpang bedok eat my prata`=))
As usual.`
Always sticking on this computer.`
Playing gb.`
Playing cs.`
Just realised that after playing months of de_dust2.`
Wasnt improving my skills after all.`
More and more obsessed about gb.`
Everydae playing with ben, bear , yc and gerald.`
My life is changing. w00t.`
Trying to figure out every single aspect of life.`
Still got one 40 hour essay having finish.`
E Maths test on monday.
Inequalities and linear equations.
Must make sure that i scored a very good marks.`
Realising. that . someone . is . faking . that . he . doesnt . like . joy .`
He always said that he dont want her to go with us wad and wad.`
Actually. Is he wanted de.`
Just cant understand wads going on.`
Stop acting in front of me pls.`
I'm not the one liking her but ur the one liking her.`
Blahx.`
Forget it larhx.`
Just feeling stressed out again.`
Dunno whether tml going to cycle to east coast park a not.`
w00t.`
dont care le`
life rocks``

Nlyg.<3

1:06 PM

Y Friday, April 15, 2005

STUDY `
STUDY`
STUDY`
STUDY`
I LOVE TO STUDY` XD

Everyday studying. Haha.
I'm trying to study as much as i can now.
Concentrating On A Maths. E Maths.
Trying to understand my english.
Still sleeping in chinese lesson.
My new life is coming!!
I'm gonna score this exam.
Trying my best to get 3a1 for my e maths, a maths and poa.
Slowly increasing my chinese results.
Finally my com is working again.
Contented with what i have now.
I know that i shldn't wanted more..
Trying to pull away all my emotions for you.
Just realized that cat is so in love with her.
In class. He always avoid her.
But, in the dark. He is stil talking to her.
Really think that he is so in love with her.
Nothing could stop myself for being so foolish.
Going To Gb Now! TakexCarEz mAn~

Nlyg.<3

12:34 PM

Y Thursday, April 14, 2005

STUDYING]]*
STUDYING]]*
I JUST LOVE STUDYING]]* =))

So Tired.. Lols.. Everyday Is Like A Dream. Time Passes So Fast.. Hahaha.
Learning Faster And Faster For A Maths. Lazy To Write As I Have To Chiong Pw. Byebye. =))

Nlyg.<3

12:50 PM

Y Saturday, April 09, 2005

FuCk ThiS Shit Man`
I Just Dint Go School For One Day`
A Secret`
That I Wasnt Meant To Know`
So Shited Up`
Nobody Told Me`
Until People Couldn't Take It Anymore Then They Told Me`
What Are True Frens?`
Why Doesnt They Tell Me?`
After Hearing Wad Happen At Niatx`
I Felt Extremely Sad And Angry`
WHY DID U TOUCH HER`
Is Drunk A Reason?`
If Its A Reason Then You're Not A Man.`
You Knew That I Like Her`
And U Still Going To Do That`
Still Ask Everyone Not To Tell Me`
What Is This.?`
Scared I Beat U Up Izzit?`
Since You Know Le`
You Still Do It?`
What Canot Control?
Fuck U La.`
Canot Control Then Take Advantage Izzit?`
Still Dare To Feign Like Nothing Happen`
Are You A Real Man Or Wadd?`
Thank God That I Dint Go`
Or Else`
Theres Definitely A Fight Coming`
Joy.
Why Are U Scared?`
You Smoke.`
I Didn't Even Know You Were Drunk Or Wadd When U Smoke.
If You Wasn't Drunk.`
Why Are You Doing It?`
I Dont Wanna Scold You.`
But I Already Told U. That Afternoon`
I Didn't Control You Or Complained That You Drank Alcohol.`
But. Why Didn't You Have Self-Controlled.`
I Was In The Blame Also.`
Why Didn't I Go In The Room When Cat Hinted Me`
What The Hell.`
Even It Has Been 2 Days Already.`
I Felt A Knife Cutting My Heart Into Pieces.
Kiss,Hugs,Drink,Smoke.`
Hurts Me So Badly When I Heard The News`
You Said That You Wont Smoke.`
But U Still Smoked`
Just Cant Believe That Your Promises Weren't As True As Last Time`
I'm Utterly Disappointed With This Whole Shit.`
I Realised.`
That There Is Someone Who Love You More Than Me.
And That Is Kwan Zheng.`
I Can Sense That He Still Loves You More Than I Do.
I Really Wanna Forget This Whole Thing.`
Giving Up Could Bring Bliss To You 2 Again.`
If It Can`
I Would Be Happy And Contented.`
While You Two Could Be Together.`
I Wanted To Drop Every Single Thing That Happened.`
Why Did I Do So Much For You?`
Not All Of Your God-Brothers Are Like Me`
Sacrificing Time, Care, Love And So On.`
Forget It`
Why Am I Writing So Much`

I'm ReaLlY 5tr355eD.

Nlyg.<3

3:47 AM

Nice day man!! w00t. weixiong buefdae yesterdae. but didn't have time to write on that day..so write on todae lors.. hmmph.. not a bad dae at thursdae. tio detention becuz of making signals to my friend. diaox right. I got complained by 4 teachers. haixx. life currently is very complicated now.. hmmph.. our class disciplined is getting from bad to worse lorss.. diaoxx liaoxx lahxx.. very stress lors.. lidat all the class leaders all tio problem lorss.. make me stress like siaoxx.. heexx...

Aniwae.. After School.. went to eat mos burger at tampines mall with xiongz, gerald, fab and chinsie. lols. what a fun dae. saw ms lim and her husband but she didnt notice that we had handphone on our hands. lols. mos burger was darn expensice man for goodness sake. i ate a burger and a large ice milk tea and it cost me abt 6 bucks already. =/ After eating. Went to buy the ear stud i wanted and it cost 8 buckss. no choice. but it looks cool mann! =/ my ears can even drop if wearing it for too long. hahax.

After That, Gerald came my house. on The way home. he was talking to jean.. lols.. like damn bz lidat siaxx. den ps me..=/win le lors. hmmph. jkjk la. then when reach my house. he wanted to play cs but my internet was down. too badd. hahaha. den, we began walking to siglap cc to meet ken and cat.

When we reach xiongs house. planned to throw him stones. but he wasnt at home as he went to send nat to her tuition. aww. so sweet. romantic siax. joyce joalin and fab was already there at tt time. they were using the laptop and when we went in. they said " GET OUT! " lols. but in the end. u still stayed inside the room. lols. people began coming after we had reach at that time. Kenneth Lim came. and he pulled down the ring a little. and the ring now is a little falling alreadyy. lols. later. ben came and damien came. ben went to take cig and smoke it with chan, nick goh and etc. cant remember so much shitt. lols. den. began to play mahjongg!! taught gerald how to play and he managed to learn a bit of the skills. Joa played. and she just anyhow played and she won two rounds!! what the hell. its take a hell of a luck for a newbie to win 2 straight rounds..=/hmmph. after that. began rampaging xiongs house. run up and down. play bball. play poker. buy lotsa tibits and drinks back. Chan bought beer. but i dint drink it. and i dint plan to drink it anyways. lols. went home at 9.15pm. but. joalin scared then we wait for her to take bus. and in the end. me cat ken and joa took the bus... lols. but. we waited more than 1/2 hr. bleahx. hahaha. reach bedok inter at 9.54pm. ran home within 5 mins. Lols. i'm like a mad ass running.

Today. Never Go School. Pro bO? Hahaha. Stop here. Have tO dO other things le. tCz~~

Nlyg.<3

1:40 AM

Y Thursday, April 07, 2005

h4l0rx b1og. lOls.. so tired.. what to do now.. now blogging lehxx.. play basketball plus soccer with cat, yi zhao, weixiong , kenneth woh and lim.. pluss jiawei and tim.. a lot lors.. but in the end see them play 2 on 2 until sianx le den go play football.. cat they all play until not bad lors.. hahaha. the bedok view one got one like gay siaxx...he damn gay lor.. earhole pain also keep touching lors.. hahaha.

tomorrow wei xiong burfdae lehxx. siaox siaoxx. go his hse celebrate lehxx!! 3 story again.. later on fire!! LOL. best siax. his house rocks. can go steal things le. ^^.

die la. tml how siax. its like. i shldn't have make any sound lors. ms kang like damn angry lidat. scared is my fault lorsxx. haixx. very de scared. dunno larhxx. dun care le..

okok lors.. short entry. no mood larhx. byebye!!

Nlyg.<3

10:51 AM

Y Monday, April 04, 2005

This Whole Week Was Terrible. Got Complained From HuiTing Saying That I Played Until Overboard. April Fool's Day.. Annually Somemore. Play Cannot Mehx? Its Like Not I Started This Whole Shit De Lors.But Everything Was Pushed To Me. Not Frankie, Not Nicholas. What The Hell? Simply Unreasonable. Tio Scolding By Kamath. My Fault Mehx? Everything Like Fucked Up Lors. I Thought My Week Could Be Enjoyable. But. Didn't Expect This Kinda Shit Too.

Sorry Fabienne!! Hahaha. See? If You Can See It. Then Good Le.. I Know Its My Fault. Hahax.

My Tests. All Flung. Never Ever Dreamt That This Day Would Happens To Me.Haven Taken So Many Test Yet. I'm Really Shitified.Still Got Chinese Homework Never Do. Confirm Tomorrow Knock The Wall Le. I'm Slacking Everyday. Playing War Craft And Counter Strike. Maintaining My Results? Hope I Can Bahx.=))

My Class. Getting From Bad To Worse Le. Never Ever Thought That Our Class Could Be One Of The Noisest Class In The School. Lots Of Teacher Complaining About Two Sets Of Girls. One Is Geylang Serai And ChinaTown. Lols.. The Rest Of Us. Like Xl4? Haiya. In Fact Even The Most Obedient Student In The Class Also Never Do Homework Manx.=))

In Just This Few Days. I Know So Many Things. Obvious. Cat Still Obsessed With " Her ". Now. On A Decision To Think Whether I Should Let Go Of Her Notx. But, I Would Still Be Her " Kor " . Lols.
Just Realised. All My Friends Are Getting Themselves A Partner Le. Felt Happy For Them. Just By Thinking. I Really Not Sure If I'm Ready. Haha. I Would Still Go On With My Life. Even Without Her. If, She Had Disappeared Away From The World, I Still Have To Move On. I Cant Just Stop There And Be A Retard Sitting There Waiting Her To Come Back What.. Right?=)) Cat. If You Want Her Back. Good Luck. Hope You Could Get Her. I'm Letting Her Away..LucKieZ.
As For SzeMin. Congratz That You Have A Stead Le.. Lols. So Happy For You Also. Hope Yout Relationship Would Last Kaes.

Tried Not To Think So Much But I Still Did. Guess I Just Couldn't Let You Go In A Nick Of Time. If I Could Just Give Up All The Feelings. It Would Be Great. But It Seemed So Hard And It Takes Forever To Just Take This Away From My Heart..Ending Here. A New Day, New Things, Happening...

Nlyg.<3

1:32 PM