how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Sunday, May 29, 2005

Am I overreacting?`
Am I thinking too much.`
Am I sensitive.`
God.`
The things u wrote really do affect me.`
I just realised.`
Theres so many things i need.`
Mp3.`
Shoe.`
A Printer.`
Damn.`
Today.`
Everything was abt to be coming true.`
One Creative Zen cost 355 now.`
Shit.`
I wanna go see abt the creative neon.`
Printer.`
I saw one.`
188.`
Damn fuck.`
Damn cheap.`
Cant believe it.`
They reject.`
Sports shoe.`
Saw one.`
Damn nice.`
Fuck it.`
They dont want.`
Everything also dont want.`
Win le larhx.`
Went to zoo.`
Damn happy.`
But also sad.`
Shitified weather.`
Rain like hell man.`
Lols.`
But it was funn though.`
Saw my species.`
Pig.`
Damn cute.`
Raccoon are nice too.`
Polar bear.`
Weixiong.`
You there siax.`
3,500kg.`
3.5m.`
Giant.`
Ahahhaa.`
Saw so many things.`
Just wanna enjoy it one more time.`
Its cool k.`
=/`
One day.`
We'll go together.`
Promised.`
With bestys.`
Hahaha.`
Clan match.`
We hack like siaox.`
Proness.`
I dint.`
I was being a scarecrow.`
Hahaha.`
Hide at a corner.`
Nobody notice me.`
=/`
My flu.`
Getting better finally.`
Can breathe a little.`
WahaHa.`
Someone told me.`
" She " more cute den the small pig.`
WaHaha.`
Almost fall from my chair when i eating jap food.`
Lols.`
U kirei lah.`
Still want cute.`
If you want both.`
See first la.`
Siaox.`
Dreaming like madd yesterdae.`
You're in my dream.`
I went searching for u.`
A quest.`
I couldnt find u.`
I panicked.`
Almost cry.`
Shouting aroundd.`
Guess.`
I think.`
You were important to me.`
=)
Well.`
guess i'll stop here.`
iLu1314.`
you know hu u r.`
waHahAx.`

Nlyg.<3

3:14 PM

Y Saturday, May 28, 2005

One day pass again.`
Sianx1/2.`
Why.`
I cant understand ur post.`
2 daes to one month le.`
Equals to wad..`
Izzit something behind a thing.`
That disappoints me.`
Come on.`
I hate ppl who hide things k.`
Anything just be honest.`
Stupid tuition.`
KnNz.`
Today still got somemore.`
Haixx.`
As usual.`
trying my best to study.`
Wad I do is not as much as k- did.`
I know.`.
I can understand.`
Damn.`
Wahahha.`
I'm crazy.`
Tml going zoo.`
w00t.`
Can that be a happy thing.`
Hmmph.`
Anyway.`
The chain i gave u.`
Think spoil le rite.`
So long nv see u wear le.`
=/
Can uds de.`
Why everytime i must post about you.`
I dont uds.`
Its not i dont want.`
Its a must.`
I managed not to message u the whole day today.`
I guess i wont message u tml too.`
=/
Thats what i'm trying to do now.`
Nevermind.`
No mood.`
To do anything.`
I'm changing..`
Cutting hair.`
Piercing.`
And so on.`
After 1st June.`
Cuz got leadership.`
Hmmph.`
Hate my life k.`
I just wish.`
You wont talk to me and i wont talk to you.`
Hope so.`
I wanna avoid u now.`
Not like someone.`
Say wanna avoid.`
But dont dare say face to face.`
I am the one.`
WHO DARES.`

Nlyg.<3

10:48 PM

I HATE MYSELF.`
FOREVER.`
WHY.`
SUCH THINGS EVER HAPPEN.`
Pon school today.`
Bleahx.`
Thought a lot not going.`
Fuck.`
I was damn sick.`
My throat killing me.`
Damn.`
Please.`
Dont talk to me abt him.`
I dont wanna hear.`
Neither will i care.`
He is acting in front of me.`
Do I care tt much already.`
This results has enlighten me.`
Fuck the teachers.`
My english is all the way bad.`
And this time i fail.`
Reprimand me.`
When I cant do anything`
FUCK U ALL.`
I canot follow the english standard.`
I'm changing once again.`
Fuck.`
My attitude to studies is bad.`
What can i do.`
Be a full time nerd lorhx.`
Kns.`
See my results.`
You all will get ur eyes popped up.`
Trust me.`
I'm sorrix.`
For saying that kinda hurtful words when in the camp.`
I dint meant.`
But i really.`
Heart pain after tt.`
People.`
I hate people hu act.`
If you all love acting.`
Get lost from my sight.`
I'm getting sick.`
Pls.`
This suck pls.`
Test my patience.`
I will play mind games with you.`
I'm not good to be trifle with.`
If you really offend me.`
Better be careful of my right hand.`
PaWnEd.` yOu tO dEATH.`
KnNz.`
Forget it.`
I lazy to write le.`
I neEd yOu.`
hOpE everYtHinG caN gO sMoOtHly.`
hOpE wE twO cAn ChAnGe tO.`
FinE gentleman and lady.`
=/
wO.a.n1314.-

Nlyg.<3

2:46 PM

Y Thursday, May 26, 2005

w00t.`
cAmE bacK fRoM caMp.`
haisshhh.`
Damn tired.`
Never even slept long.`
I'm confused once again.`
What am i gonna do now.`
This is hell.`
I wanna give way.`
But i just cant.`
No matter how hard i try.`
Nothing came out.`
Why.`
Why did he acted like he doesn't like you.`
Why did he write those songs for.`
Why did he acted so cold to you whenever i was present.`
Why did he have to act so much.`
Why.`
Why is this so.`
I hate this.`
I only can say something.`
If you act more.`
I wont let you get thru me.`
Trust me.`
Patience is very limited ok.`
Haixx.`
My heart just seemed to live w/o you.`
I'm struggling.`
Everything is screwing me out.`
I really has no choice.`
I wanna be an engineer.`
I wanna be a pilot.`
All this.`
I wish.`
I wanna love you.`
Care for you.`
Hug u tightly.`
And so On.`
wO a n 1.3.1.4

Back from camp.`
Was wondeeful.`
Was chosen cheerleader.`
Shouted until almost lost my voice.`
Drank a lot of water.`
Everything was nice.`
Campfire.`
Nature Rumble.`
River challenge.`
All da madness.`
The best was the campfire.`
Dancing competiton.`
Both of them.`
Godlike.`
One Sexy One Hip-Hop.`
Everyone was high to the top.`
I saw you.`
Almost shouted out iLu.`
LOL.`
Phew.`
Heng I can bear with it.`
Was having a lot of trouble.`
Thingz happen.`
LOl.`
Everything seemed so fun and madd.`
RoCkz oN brOtHeR]/

Nlyg.<3

1:56 PM

Y Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Haixx.`
Tml is camp already.`
Cant wait for it.`
Hope I could be with my friends.`
Hermx.`
The feeling is really fading le.`
I kept myself happy everyday.`
No worries.`
Nothing.`
This time.`
I'm sure.`
I'm giving way for him.`
THE FEELING SUX.`
wOot.`
I'm rEaLy gIvInG uP.`
Everything just happens so fast.`
Wow.`
Hahah.`
Its good.`
Yesterday.`
Watch starwars.`
Exciting.`
The ending sux.`
I cant take it.`
All died.`
Its sad.`
" Anger can kill someone. "
HE KILLED HIS OWN WIFE.`
WTH.`
JUST CANT BELIEVE.`
I think.`
K wil also be lidat de.`
Do whatever things to keep you.`
I'm sure.`
I'm praying.`
Once again.`
For everyone's safety to the camp.`
A few more hours.`
And off we go.`
iLu1314-`
----------x.[[
Ijusthopeicldremoveallyoursadmemories.`

Nlyg.<3

1:42 PM

Y Saturday, May 21, 2005

Haix..`
One day has passed lidat.`
Man Utd lOse.`
5-4.`
Haixx.`
All the sad thingz happen.`
I'm like you.`
You're like me.`
We are hurting badly.`
No reason.`
Memories flowing back.`
Pain.`
I'm moving back.`
I'm giving way.`
I'm moving to the start.`
I have no comments.`
I'm just giving him a chance.`
I know u wont.`
I wanted so muchh for a thing..`
My present..`
Not anything.`
But you.`
If you're my present.`
I wld just knock the wall.`
Cuz I'm too jubilant.`
Guess this could only be a dream.`
Nobody will destroy my life.`
Why are u saying tt.?`
Haiyo.`
I wont broke down de.`
I only can be sad at certain time.`
I really dunno what to say.`
Bad newws come faster den good news.`
Whatever i wish.`
Doesnt come true.`
Hermx.`
BEAR THE PAIN.`
HOLDING ON.`
NO MATTER WAD.`
I WONT LET GO.`
I DONT WANNA BE SAD.`
BUT I'M ALWAYS.`
HAVING A SAD.`
MIND.`
SORRIX GUYZ.`
-----x[[hUsH.` i wOnT eT yOu cRy.` pRoMisE.`

Nlyg.<3

4:02 PM

STOP THIS RIGHT NOW.`
GET OUT.`
I'M SICK OF MY LIFE.`
I FEEL LIKE STAYING A CORNER.`
FOREVER.`
I'm tired of all this.`
Never ever felt so sadd before.`
My results.`
Shit.`
Science target a1 get c5.`
E maths, 90 only get 75.`
Chinese a1. but get b4.`
Geog only get 10/40.`
Wtf.`
Can i just take a penknife and end it off.`
I have no more morale.`
I have no more determination.`
I'M LEFT WITH NOTHING.`
I'm really stressed.`
This is madness.`
I can only keep myself out of stress when i played cs.`
I felt that.`
I'm dropping.`
Izzit because of wadd?`
Haixx.`
I really have a feeling.`
Your outside frens..`
None of them are good.`
I dunno why.`
Just dont feel good now.`
My mind.`
Turning and turning.`
Haixx.`
All sorts of things happen.`
Bearing everything i can now.`
I wanna cry.`
I can cry anytime now.`
Just give me any sad songs.`
Tears will drop immediately.`
I'm in pain.`
I'm scaredd.`
I'm so weakk.`
I'm madd.`
I'm angry.`
I'm jealous.`
So many feelings in my heart.`
But i just feel so..`
Badd.`
Its like.`
I'm fighting with him.`
To get you.`
I really thinkk.`
To move away.`
But i cant.`
Can anyone bring me out.`
I need it.`
A rope.`
I would just let him continue.`
I wanna climb up.`
Just thinking that i'm giving him a chance.`
To go for it alone.`
I'm keeping all my sadness to myself.`
I'm keeping all my darkness to myself.`
I'm keeping almost everything to myself now.`
I needa wear a mask now.`
But it sux.`
I dont want you to see me sadd.`
Seeing " him " sad already very wadd le.`
God bless him and you.`
iLu1314.`
----------x.[[ hUsH. bAbY.` dOnT cRy.` I'm aWaYs hErE.`

Nlyg.<3

2:47 PM

Y Friday, May 20, 2005

I'm sorrix.`
For writing those thingz.`
I really.`
Feel stressed now.`
I failed my english.`
On the verge again.`
I dont wanna lose you.`
I dont wanna dropped and waste one year.`
I LOVE YOU.`
Haixx.`
So?`
I know making decision is tough.`
I dont want you to make it now.`
I dont wanna u to be ur last time.`
I dont wanna hear you crying everyday.`
There is so many times i dont wanna see or do.`
I CANT STOP MYSELF.`
KILL ME PLS.`
Kill me pls.`
Just use a penknife and poke thru my stomach.`
I wanna end my life now.`
I just felt so negative.`
I screwed up so many subjects.`
Miss soon was disappointed againn.`
I got b3 for chem.`
Wtf.`
I was disappointed.`
And yet i acted to be happy.`
You failed your a maths.`
Its alrite kaes.`
This is not the end of the world.`
=)`
I pity him.`
He is so stressed now.`
Hes english got lesser than me.`
All his subject now is losing to me.`
Mr sandhu said he changed.`
He had deteriorated.`
I have no comments too.`
I dare not say abt other ppl too.`
Later i get retribution.`
I JUST WANNA HUG U TIGHT.`
I JUST WANT SOME CARE AND CONCERN.`
ALL I WANT IS SO SIMPLE.`
YET SO HARD TO REACH.`
I'M SUFFERING.`
CANT LIFE BE A LITTLE EASIER.`

Nlyg.<3

1:52 PM

Y Thursday, May 19, 2005

Haixx.`
I left a few minutes to blog already.`
Hmmph.`
I really believe.`
I would rather u choose either one of us.`
Cuz like this.`
The two of us wont get hurt forever.`
Although is cruel.`
This is fact.`
I promised you.`
I respect every single decision you made.`
Cuz i dont mind which answer u told me.`
You know what i mean.`
I know you're suffering too.`
You are confused.`
You dunno what to do.`
You're scared to lose one fren.`
But thats just a consequence for everything.`
Not everything has a second answer.`
You cant avoid this.`
Soon.`
Later.`
Tomorrow.`
You will have to face it.`
Whether its sooner or later.`
Running away from this is useless.`
I dont wish to run already.`
I'm sick of running.`
I just want to have some peaceful times.`
Face it.`
No matter wadd.`
I'll stand on ur side.`
I'll help u wipe away ur tearz.`
Even if we are not together.`
I wont leave you.`
Cuz i know.`
ilu1314.`
Just hope that you could go thru this.`
God bless you.`
=/

Nlyg.<3

1:03 PM

Sometimes.`
I'm thinking.`
Am I asking for too much.`
I'm thinking.`
Really thinking.`
I'm like.`
Haixx.`
Yesterday's kbox was fun.`
EVERYONE WAS MAD.`
lol.`
Singing songs.`
After that.`
Went to town.`
Arcade was madd.`
Bear spent 20 bucks.`
Lol.`
Went to cine.`
Our dinner was settled there.`
Ate about at 9:30.`
LOL.`
Some of them went for fake tatoo.`
LOL.`
Was kinda fun actually.`
Someone bit my phone until disfigured.`
Wow.`
A bomb's landing on my head.`
LOL.`
A lo5t 5t4rz.`
Found.`
Hahaha.`
A 5t4rz that could help me wipe away my tears.`
Giving me support.`
Giving me care.`
Concern.`
Love.`
I'm contented in every single way.`
Th4nks for being inside me.`
Sc4rz are forever scars.`
Nothing could delete them away.`
NOr they can be destroyed.`
These are the times where we are really growing up.`
That are parts of memorieZx.`
Or Historyz.`
I can understand everything.`
iLu1314.

Nlyg.<3

6:08 AM

Y Wednesday, May 18, 2005

I aHaixx.`
Today can be say a happy thing..`
Also A Sad thing.`
I know you saw my handphone inside de message.`
So thats why u wld reply me.`
If this never happens.`
I doubt that " he " will also get one.`
I dun blame for everything.`
I never,`
In my life,`
Blame you b4.`
I have never even hate you.`
I always wanted to help you.`
I always thought.`
When u go in a relationship.`
You can change someone easier.`
This is not wad i meant.`
I like you.`
I can confirm.`
Everything is predestinied.`
At first.`
We were strangers to each other.`
We didnt even know each other.`
Until one day.`
At 130804.`
We knew each other.`
At at that same day.`
We became siblings.`
You see?`
Everything is just fate.`
We were destinied.`
You hurt me.`
Thats is nothing.`
The scars.`
Scars that will never gotten rid.`
I dun mind having scars.`
Cuz they can make me grow up.`
To be a more mature person.`
I only know.`
I wanna be close to you.`
Because I wanna care abt you.`
I wanna change you.`
I wanna give u support.`
But.`
Everytime i went close.`
The feelings came.`
I ignore it.`
I bear with it.`
I know whatever i do.`
I can overcome it.`
Thats why.`
I know what happen btw u and " him "
I will just keep quiet.`
Everytime just seemed to be a dream.`
And soon.`
I'm gonna wake up.`
I guess.`
But i wont leave you.`
I wont let u be lonely.`
My only wish.`
To change you to be a better person.`
And like this.`
You can strive for ur dreams.`
cRyInG.`- sOoN-`
iLu1314.`

Nlyg.<3

2:40 PM

Y Monday, May 16, 2005

FATE IS KILLING ME.`
I'M REALLY FEELING SO CRAZY.`
PLS DUN PLAY WITH ME.`
IT KILLS.`
Finally.`
Blogging again.`
Tomorrow is gonna kill me again.`
I'm gonna pierce my 2nd hole soon.`
Lol.`
The 2nd hole will be the one used for curing stress.`
LOL.`
My heart is numb.`
Finally.`
So long never numb.`
Dint know how it numb.`
My temper is bad this few days.`
Get irritated damn easily.`
But.`
Whenever i talk to u.`
I just dun feel irritated or angry.`
I felt so peaceful.`
Izzit becuz of exams?`
Or wadd.`
I'm confused.`
I'm walking at the boluevvardd of brokeenn dreams.`
Haha.`
At there.`
There is nothing more than peace.`
Wishing for a happy ending.`
Wishing for good results.`
Wishing for a miraclezx.`
Wishing for freedom.`
Wishing for whatever i could think of..`
Guess blog is currently the one i could tell all my problems bahx.`
Sianxx.`
Stressed.`
Everyone is stressed.`
Gerald.`
Poor thing siaxx.`
Really pity him.`
Haixx.`
He really doesnt deserve this kinda of thing lorss.`
Haiyo.`
Why are you not giving him a chance.`
Although i know maybe behind you all have secret..`
LOL.`
Who knows?`
Only btw u two niax.`
A' mAtHs ' sux.`
Finally.`
Tml is freedom.`
Finally can spent more than 10 hours with my dear..`
dOnE.`
bLog uNtIl hErE.`
FIGHT FOR LOVE TONITE.`
YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE.`
OVER THE RAINBOW.`
ACROSS THE STAR.`
I WILL FIND U.`

Nlyg.<3

12:30 PM

Y Sunday, May 15, 2005

Haixx.`
What the Hell.`
Never felt so stress lors.`
This whole week.`
I dunno why.`
I'm now irritated.`
I get irritated nowadays so easily.`
Fk.`
Time passes so fast.`
Its already 9:39pm.`
I dint even know.`
Until i saw the time.`
I really needa calm myself down.`
Tomorrow still got tuition.`
Damn cb siax.`
I said i dun want already.`
The more i go for the tuition the more i pushed myself to the limit.`
Exploding is really coming le.`
Screwed up so many things le.`
I just dont want my maths to get screwed up.`
I promise myself to try the best to get the a1.`
But its hardd.`
11 questions.`
Diaoxx.`
2hrs.`
PoA asO.`
Fk la.`
Cant i just have so peace and freedom.`
Can I have a longer curfew.`
Ahh.`
Whenever I wanna go home late.`
I just couldn't.`
I really wish i have that kinda freedom.`
Wishing for this.`
Slept for 4 hrs today.`
Damn.`
Sori lehx.`
I just feel asleep.`
At my com.`
Then when i woke up.`
My head hurts like madd.
I JUST KNOW I NEED YOU.`
haixx..`
I WANNA LOVE YOU.`
BUT WHY IS FATE`
PLAYING WITH ME.`
HAIXX.`

Nlyg.<3

12:46 PM

Y Saturday, May 14, 2005

Hermx.`
Since i free now.`
Decided to blog now.`
We cant go anymore further.`
I understand.`
Although it hurts.`
But I really understand a lot of things.`
My heart.`
Crying.`
But I will bear with it.`
Believe in myself.`
Being close siblings its like being toegether.`
I'm just angry with myself.`
Dunno for whatever reason.`
LOL.`
Left 2 more paper.`
Fk.`
Stupid Mr Dog.`
Ask me cut hair`
You think u can do it.`
Come on man.`
Whatever things i do.`
Never ever felt so irritated.`
Forget it lors.`
A star.`
Suddenly realised so many things.`
Although felt%2

Nlyg.<3

12:02 PM

Y Thursday, May 12, 2005

Diaoxx.`
What is this.`
My brain.`
My sense.`
Telling me something heartbreaking gonna happen.`
Am I thinking too much?`
Or wadd?`
Omg.`
SiaOxx liaoxx.`
Physics.`
Screwing me up.`
Omg.`
Really failing this time.`
Too hardd.`
What can i do now?`
Study geog lorxx..`
Study poa..`
Haixx.`
Hardd lors..`
Must get a1 for poa.`
or else sure die.`
100%`
Then left monday le.`
A maths.`
I'm coming man.`
I need the a1`
Its shining so brightly.`
w00t.`
Haixx.`
Wow?`
Now i realised.`
Everybody really has flaws.`
I realised..`
I'M FAT.XD`
Damn shit.`
Needa go slim le.`
Wahahha.`
Play and eat only nowadays.`
Haixx.`
ImIsSyAlOvEyA~~

Nlyg.<3

9:29 PM

Y Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Argh.`
Damn.`
I just realised i dunno how to a lot of quest.`
Just realised.`
I dint know a lot of thing after all.`
I dint know how to calculate the area of triangle.`
Hope after u have studied.`
Call me.`
Den I can ask u.`
w0w.`
Kamath say i get 86 for ca.`
w00t.`
Not a bad mark after all.`
Afterr working a little slacking.`
hmmphh..`
Sleepy nowadays.`
I really canot slp during my english exams.`
I must pass them.`
Hmmph.`
" E " maths`
Need help now lehx.`
Emergency lehx..`
I'm dead.`
Hoping somemore could help me.`
If its you.`
I'm proud.`
Cuz u know how to do.`
=))
Wow.`
I miss ya.`
lOls.`
Dunno why also.`
Like if nv talk to u = funny funny de.`
Diaoxx.`
Haha.`
Hope you could brighten my day.`
Hope u will accompany me to watch the stars.`
Am I Waiting now?`
Or wad?`
Should I.. Just say.`
A lot of people asked me not to tell.`
Haixx.`
Telling me she should concentrate on studies.`
I'm a good boii.`
Confused forr now..`
You are the l05t 5t4rZ.`
And I found u.`
iLu1314.--

Nlyg.<3

12:45 PM

Y Monday, May 09, 2005

Haixx.`
This whole week has passed.`
Damn.`
First time screwing up my maths test.`
Fuk it man.`
Was so damn depressed becuz of chem already.`
Now this.`
What the hell.`
I've dropped to eight stages of hell.`
This is shitified for me now.`
Guess failing like madd is my only choice now.`
Sianx 1/2.`
So many formula to remember.`
Cant possibly remember everything ya.`
Haha.`
I'm going to finish off my e maths first.`
Aiming for a1.`
A maths.
forget it.`
Dun even think can get a b3.`
Sianx 1/2`
Guess i played too much already.`
My Cs clan.`
Soon be seperated.`
Gerald went to my dream clan.`
But i was chosen as i was too noob.`
Sad.Disappointed.`
But i dint care.`
I am who i am.`
Trying to be a better sniper.`
LOVE
I dunno why.`
Just always have the urge to know what u r doing.`
I'm soo.`
Dunno how to explain.`
Is that infactuation?`
Haixx.`
I dunno.`
Trying my last chance.`
Before giving up.`
=))
iLu1314.

Nlyg.<3

1:18 PM

Y Sunday, May 08, 2005

I kNoW i LoVe yOu]]*
cAn u uNdERsTaNd tHe tEaRz iN mY eYeS.]]*
bE mY VaLeNtInE.]]*
Im screwing up my studies.`
I Really dunno wad to do now.`
Wad i can only think is you.`
I'm dead.`
I Guess.`
Anyway.`
God Bless Me.`
God knew I love you.`

Nlyg.<3

12:00 AM

Y Saturday, May 07, 2005

Chinese was hell today.`
Anyhow do my paper 1.`
Slept throughout both of the paper.`
Didn't even know why was i so tired.`
Guess the aircon is too cold thats why.`
Was tired.`
Copied some words.`
Cool.`
Composition.`
Hope this exams could pull everything up.`
I have already throw everything i know inside.`
If i fail.`
Just let me die pls.`
That means i dunno wads going on with me already.`
I'm tiredd.`
Pure tiredd.`
Tomorrow still got a maths test ya.`
Chpt 4 6 7 .`
Diaox.`
Hard kaes.`
Must remember all the formula.`
b2-4ac.`
so many things.`
Coordinate geo.`
Matrices the easiest.`
Lols.`
Hadda company gerald buy his microphone.`
He was jealous to the core when i talked to people on cs.`
Hahaha.`
He Will definitely enjoy man.``
D4 rOcKs.`
Everyday training my cs.`
Its like kinda godlike le.`
But still lose to a few pros like jiawei,`
Frag was 31-15.`
haixx.`
You cut your hair.`
Wow.`
Congratz to ya.`
Not a bad hair after all.`
At least theres a kinda BIG difference.`
Hope your changing.`
My post..`
Always Long long de.`
LOL.`
Hope this time i could pass thru this shitified ordeal.`
w00t.`
gOd bEsS mE.`
iLu1314.-
yOu kNoW i AwaYs dO. =))

Nlyg.<3

2:01 PM

Y Wednesday, May 04, 2005

I'm 5tr355ed.`
Tomorrow is english and social studies.`
Haven started reading yet.`
OmG.`
I'm gOnNa dIe..`
AhHh.`
StReSs cOmInG.`
BuT gOt mY dEaR dEaR cOm.`
AcCoMpaNy mE PaSs tHrU tHiS eXaMs.`
mY dEaR dEaR?`
wHeRe r U?~
My cOmPuTeR iZzIt?`
OnE mOrE leHx.`
At WhErE?~
I'm iN sEaRcH oF yOu.`
CaNt i FiNd yOu.`
i cAnT sEeMed tO fInD yOu.`
I fOuNd yOu.`
But yOu aInT mIne.`
We ArE bRoTheRz aNd sIsTaz.`
wE aRe cLoSe.`
I GuEsS.`
I kNow You knOw eVerYtHinGz.`
aNd i dUn MiNd.`
mY dReAmz oF yOu.`
mY fReN tOlD mE.`
" mAnY hAvE wAsTeD aWaY bEcUz oF oNe wOrDs... DrEaMz. "
I bElIeVe iN mIrAceZx.`
nOtHinGx iS iMpOsSiBE to mE.`
jU5t hAvInG a lO5t 5t4rX tO aPpEar iN fRoNt oF mE.`
oKaEx./` I WiL bE w4iTiNg .`
iLu 1314.=))
I cAn sEe mY fUtUrE iN yOuR eYeZx.]]*

Nlyg.<3

8:40 PM

Y Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Wow.`
Tiring day.`
Time passes damn fast.`
Canot catch up siax lidat.`
Haven't learn sets and logarithmics.`
What can i do now.`
Study?`
Hardly can concentrate.`
Everyday listening the same few songs.`
All so meaningful.`
In new cs clan.`
D[4]*`
My nick.`
D[4]* 5h4d0w5t4rZ *a5[H]`
Haha.`
Nice mAhX?`
Wow.`
Nobody xl to me siax.`
MiraclezX`
Best day for my sec 3 life.`
Chem test i screw it again.`
Fuck.`
I draw two picture wrongly.`
Confirm left only 20/25.`
I'm gonna die.`
Almost cried in class.`
Studied so hard for it lors.`
Done it too fast.`
Helped so many people.`
All sure get higher than me one lors.`
Bleahxx.`
No mood to write le.`
I can see my future in my own eyes.]*
ilu1314.

Nlyg.<3

3:23 PM

Y Sunday, May 01, 2005

I know it.`
He seemed to know everything.`
Hes messaging u every day.`
I'm sure.`
He complained saying his message exceed.`
Hes lying.`
A blarddy liar.`
What for acting in front of me that u do not like her.`
Your acting sux.`
Cant even act.`
Always thinking that you can deny everything.`
In my eyes.`
Nothing can escape thru it.`
Call me names more.`
Making me so disappointed and depressed.`
Whacked Jiajun like hell.`
When he scolded me.`
Son of a bitch.`
Dun try to mess with me now.`
Last time i dun bite.`
But now i bite.`
Xialan to me?`
I will xialan back.`
Trust me.`
Play with me and i'll play with you.`
Play more.`
And I'll make sure u regret it.`
Every month.`
Dint even message u more than 150.`
Talk to u for abt 20 hrs a month.`
Not even sure whether its correct.`
He, Confirm message u more than me.`
But talktime lesser than me.`
Buy sweets for you everyday.`
Not like me.`
Hes so caring.`
He cares abt you in all waes.`
He always do thing for your concern.`
I'd had enuf of this nonsense.`
Saw her message to him.`
Den really confirm that hes still liking her.`
But wad can i doo?`
I cld just only sit there and watch.`
Or stand there with a dumb look.`
My dreams for you`
All fading.`
My feelings for you.`
Fadingg.`
All I left now is my dream of occupation.`
Studies.`
Future.`
Not talking to you or avoiding you is one thing.`
Controlling the urge to message u.`
I dont wanna fight over girls anymore.`
Its so tired.`
I know I Love you.`
Thats why i tried so hard to let it just fade a little.`
You have so many selection already.`
I know without me`
You will still survive.`
gOd besS mE.`
iLu1314.

Nlyg.<3

3:23 PM