Y Wednesday, May 18, 2005
I aHaixx.`
Today can be say a happy thing..`
Also A Sad thing.`
I know you saw my handphone inside de message.`
So thats why u wld reply me.`
If this never happens.`
I doubt that " he " will also get one.`
I dun blame for everything.`
I never,`
In my life,`
Blame you b4.`
I have never even hate you.`
I always wanted to help you.`
I always thought.`
When u go in a relationship.`
You can change someone easier.`
This is not wad i meant.`
I like you.`
I can confirm.`
Everything is predestinied.`
At first.`
We were strangers to each other.`
We didnt even know each other.`
Until one day.`
At 130804.`
We knew each other.`
At at that same day.`
We became siblings.`
You see?`
Everything is just fate.`
We were destinied.`
You hurt me.`
Thats is nothing.`
The scars.`
Scars that will never gotten rid.`
I dun mind having scars.`
Cuz they can make me grow up.`
To be a more mature person.`
I only know.`
I wanna be close to you.`
Because I wanna care abt you.`
I wanna change you.`
I wanna give u support.`
But.`
Everytime i went close.`
The feelings came.`
I ignore it.`
I bear with it.`
I know whatever i do.`
I can overcome it.`
Thats why.`
I know what happen btw u and " him "
I will just keep quiet.`
Everytime just seemed to be a dream.`
And soon.`
I'm gonna wake up.`
I guess.`
But i wont leave you.`
I wont let u be lonely.`
My only wish.`
To change you to be a better person.`
And like this.`
You can strive for ur dreams.`
cRyInG.`- sOoN-`
iLu1314.`