Y Thursday, June 30, 2005
Omg. Haish. I became a pa boy. dunno for wadd. Haish. How siax. Omg. I think. My freedom is decreasing. LOL.
I promise u. I will return to u with no feelings of love for u before aug13. I SWEAR I CAN DO IT. Trust me kaes.` =) Smilez k. I wont be talking to u that much le. Letters too. Feelings dropping in a rate of speed that i just wanna be with u as siblings nia. =) WaHahax. Kkaes man. I have to rush hwk le. Tcz. =D
Y Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Im giving up le.`
Im letting go le.`
Im sorry.`
But i will just away now.`
*Heart Pain*
But.`
Wish you good in every single other thing.`
Take Care.`
Y Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Today. Kinda good and bad. Sorry for not posting yesterdae. Wasnt feeling good. Haish. Damn it. I hate everything thats happening now. Why. Why. Why. School makes me so sick for just an instant. Why must this be happening. Lemme tell u all. BLOG IS A PUBLIC THING. BUT THIS IS THE PLACE TO EXPRESS EVERYTHING. IF YOU ALL NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. THEN DONT HAVE A LOOK AT IT.Fcuk. Hated school now. Why? Why must u force us to this extent. Tell us. If you wanna meet the target. And you give us such stress. We wont achieve high. Suddenly, the target became so high. TELL ME. WHO COULD REACH THAT TARGET? ONLY THE CLEVER ONES FOR GOODNESS SAKE. FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. AND YOU SCREWED US UP LIKE FOOLISH IDIOTS. THE FIRST SIGHT OF YOU DOESNT MAKE ME GOOD AT ALL. IM NOT AFRAID TO SAE ANYTHING CUZ THATS ME AND ME. Damn. Im madd. TO THE CORE. EVERYTHING HAS TO BE RUSH IN SUCH A INSTANT. I PRINTED OUT THE DAMN HOMEWORK. AND U TELL ME WHAT. I DONT CARE ANYMORE. THIS WILL LEAD US TO HELL. IT WILL NOT DO ANY GOOD LOR. IM GONNA DIE LA. STRESS STRESS STRESS.
Initial D just rocks la. Omg. Love it la. The drift. =) The cars. So niceee.. Takumi Rocks.! Ryosuke also. Everytime smoking when appearing. So nice. The match between them. EXCELLENT. BRILLANT. I dunno how to sae. But. The ending sux. I REALLY HATE IT. WHY DOES THING HAPPEN THIS WAE. IZZIT THE LIFE OF A DRIVER? Haish. Im really crazy today. =/
Y Sunday, June 26, 2005
Argh.Hahaha.Posting longer better. LOL. Hmmph. Watch Windstruck in Scv. Really enlighten me againn. LOL. I just realised. When you lose something very very important. No matter how hardd you prayedd it too come backk. It will nv come back. Cherish whatever u haf now. Or you will regret forever. LOL. Cant believe it. This time i watched. I cried. Its very sadd. 49th Day. The day where ur spirit will be gone forever. Hmmph. Everything seemed so destinied. Haix.
Haix. Schools coming. Yep. Haix. Haven even do anything. Damn tired already. I've to prepare so many thing. My essay. I DONT EVEN KNOW what to write. =.=" LOL. Hope you feeling better or something. Haix. Dunno why. I felt sad with you. LOL. Hmmph everythings gonna be alrite. Hope so.
How? How am I gonna give up playing computer. LOL. Its hardd to quit. Dammit. Patience needed but i cant waste anymore time. Must rush everything le. Dont even think I wanna use my computer in the future. Unless for blogging la. No gaming. Trying....
What are u doing.. Im thinking.. Dont wanna think more. =D Everything shld ought to change by now. =) WaHahax. Think. When school reopen. Everyone will change. =) But hope our playfulness Never End! tCz aL.
----------xx[` Theres Something In Your Eyes That I Cant Resist.
----------xx[` Something In The Air I Canot Resist.
----------xx[` I Wanna Know.
----------xx[` Gimme A Reason.
----------xx[` 3/4 Done.
----------xx[` 1/4 Left. But I Can Let Go. Haish.
Y Saturday, June 25, 2005
Hmmph.Today i will post in a different style. Theres so many thing to post today. LOL. Hmmph. Lemme start with what happen today.
Went to Jiajun's house to play Winning Eleven with him and kwan zheng.LOL.After that. Went down to the cage to play soccer!!! LOL.Played with the malays. Abit diaox la.Lazy to write so much. My left ankle abit twisted liaox. Really got problem. Becuz yesterday when i rushed down to Swensens. I sprain my ankle. DAMN. I dont wanna hurt it more.=( My right leg. Problems coming too. My right thumb. BLISTER. Haix.` Whole body injuredd.
This year is really abit stress for me. I failed english. Which Im working hardd for it.Hahaha. Maths. Joalin. Challenge accepted. I will rush rush rush already. I love challenge. Even if i lose. I will know i tried my best. This term is crucial to me. Really crucial. I aint gonna drop down to normal I SWEAR. My attitude will change. Computer. Im rushing for this few days. Then have to throw all my holiday mood away.My hair. Omg. Should i go haf a cut again? I think so bahx. Damn. I can eat my own fringe too man. Hahahahaha.` This is proness liaox.// I realised that i really wasted damn a lot of time already. I have really change from a good boi to a really badd badd boy. Really. Since pri3. At first. I really dont even know any vulgar.
Haixx. Guess everytime is the past now. I really regretted man. =( Or else. I should be in some good school now. Regretting is damn useless for me now man. Hahaha. I'll prove every teacher wrong.` Complain me more la.` 4 Teacher nia. I not scaredd. Later all see my new results. U ALL WILL DIE. INSULT ME MORE? I NOT SCARED MAN. Idiots. Proving You all wrong now. Im keeping myself not to scold vulgar le.=D
Really a good boy liaox. Hmmph.. Aniwae. I really lazy to type le. Hungry Hungry!! LOL.` Kkaes la. tCz aL. =D
Y Friday, June 24, 2005
Today just rocks~!
Hahahah.`
People say canot see properly mahx.`
So i type bigger lorhs.`
Hahaha.`
Today was funn!!
Went out with my primary school frenz.`
Our gang.`
Fruitcake~!
LOL.`
Went to Changi Airport de Swensens.`
Having fun there like madd.`
=D
Talked about so manyy thinggy..`
Nice`
Ate Earthquake~~!!
Yulan arr~~!!
Bo liaox sia u.`
Go add water la.`
Water ice cream~~
LOL.`
Kw.`
Your acting.`
Bravo liao la.`
Zai~~~
Huiyi ar Huiyi.`
Depression over le hor~~
Have so much fun le.`
You laugh the most lor.`
JunYing.`
LOL.`
You abit quiet.`
But got laugh a lot.`
Haiyo.`
I and kW.`
= JokErs.nC
We are the best.!!
Hahaha.`
Brother.`
You own me 6 Bucks.`
=D
Stay at swensens for 3+hours.`
Den stay at the viewing mall.`
Very little aeroplane sia.`
Sianx.`
Anyway.`
You hadd fun likee madd!!~~
Everyoneee.`
Takeexcareeez..`
Thanks for da 39 bucks wallet.`
=D
whEee.`
Fruitcake just rocks.`
Hope we got more outing kaes.`
CHALET CHALET CHALET!!~~
Y Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Hmmph.`
I can sense everything change a little.`
Thats wad i couldd sense.`.
Hmmph.`
You come back.`
Is a good thing or a badd thingg.`
LoL.`
Abit diaox horz.`
What can i sae.`
Nothing.`
Hmmph.`
Everything is set le.`
w00t.`
Im gonna concentrate.`
And Focus on my studies le.`
nNb.`
Mr Sandhu.`
Prepare.`
I tell u.`
Insult me until i so depressed.`
Watch out.`
Cuz i aint so easy to be trifled with.`
Insult me.`
See wad i do to u.`
=D
Dldldldldldl.`
Everydae dl song.`
Alot le.`
Still dl.`
Anybody haf nice song just send me.`
Sad one also can.`
5gb la.`
Still got a lot of space.`
Everything is changing.`
You.`
Me.`
=D
Think u still in hk mood.`
Hahahaha.`
Ending here.`
At niatx den i post again.`
Y Tuesday, June 21, 2005
Tml.`
Last day.`
LOL.`
But will still miss ya.`
Cuz.`
You going for another camp.`
=.=
until 24.`
Hahaha.`
Not tt bad ehh.`
OMG.`
Today.`
I cried.`
When i heard the Why Are We Still Friends.`
=(
Damn it.`
Dunno why.`
Haixx.`
Maplestory nice la.`
Addictive.`
NOw got so many thing to play.`
Tired.`
Hahhaa.`
Wont type more.`
tCz
Y Monday, June 20, 2005
5th day le.`
=/
2 more daes to go.`
But come to think of it.`
I not really thinking of u alot.`
Guess my reflection do help me lots man.`
I shall write one letter all about my reflection.`
=D
Damn it.`
My left leg.`
I think injured.`
Or i jump too much.`
And the impact damages my leg.`
It hurts a little when i walk.`
My right ankle.`
A little bit sprained.`
=/
Abit kinda sadd.`
Injuries all around my leg.`
I've suddenly think of something!
Just now.`
When i was playing a 4 v 4 match.`
I forced my wae in.`
But 1/2 of my shots all miss.`
=(
Then i realised something.`
The theory.`
If you force someone to like u.`
Or you are firmed on liking her.`
Its no use.`
Although she cld feel that u like her.`
But.`
This kinda feeling.`
Ended the earliest.`
Like crazy abt somebody.`
Even if you were to be together with her.`
You wont stay long.`
=/
Guess whatever things i do.`
Really gimme some reflection abt my own.`
I think i really too in love with you.`
My weakness came by one on one.`
I've realised it now.`
Guess foolish is the word i can use on myself.`
Hahx.`
I dont think.`
I may continue cs sia.`
Dunno dunno dunno.`
Hols are gonna be over soon.`
Damn.`
Abit too quick man.`
Shit man.`
My fringe.`
OMG.`
Long lehx.`
Scaredd lor.`
Go back school.`
First dae.`
THEY HELP ME CUT.`
I keep for damn long le lor.`
Hopee they wont screw me up.`
Guess im ending here.
=D
[`In yOur eYes.` I sAw tHe eNdnG.`
sCaReDd oF loSiNg yOu~~!~
Y Sunday, June 19, 2005
w00t.`
Five days le.`
Your gone for so long.`
I miss u.`
=)
Tired.`
Now im trying.`
Very hard.`
Cuz.`
Im reflection and writing how i feeel u everyday.``
Its maddness.`
But.`
It do helps me a lot.`
I've write 30Pages in my hp le.`
LOL.`
Is that a little mad.`
Hahaha.`
My typing now.`
Is a little too polite now.`
Fluent english im trying.`
Haha.`
Hmmph.`
My holidaes hw.`
English is somehow 3/4 done.`
A maths.`
3 Question done.`
E maths.`
One ws done.`
Tys haven finish.`
Is that a good thing or a bad thing.`
Am i gonna change class?`
For chinese.`
LOL.`
Its too late for me to regret.`
Or enlighten.`
Wanted to study.`
But when i study.`
I couldnt got hold of it.`
=(
Sad.`
But no regrets.`
Cuz i did my best.`
=/
Maplesea kinda rocks.`
Was playing it for 40mins.`
And im lvl 9 already.=.=
Abit gay.`
But im getting childish i guess.`
I will stop here.`
I wanna go rush.`
tcz.`
Y Friday, June 17, 2005
Haish.`
3rd Day le.`
Not really missing u le.`
=D
Dunno why.`
Last few days.`
Have the urge to hear your voice.`
LOL.`
Everything was predestined.`
We were fated to be siblings all along.`
Yet i still always think that i haf a chance.`
When i thought back.`
I really think that im foolish to do that.`
K- got u.`
I felt extremely depressed.`
Haha.`
When u got hurt after u break.`
I felt sad with u.`
Every single memories are so precious.`
I really cherished everything we had in this life.`
=D
Some things.`
I just let it be the way it shld be.`
Im just seemed jealous.`
When u were closed to other bois.`
LOL.`
Abit diaox la.`
But thinking of it.`
Really will go greenish de.`
=/
Like you for 9 mths le.`
Guess shld really stop le.`
=/
I just hope.`
I cld let go.`
Then we will just be full time siblings.`
=/
When we used to do so many things.`
Solve problems.`
Talk on phones.`
Write letter.`
=/
Hee.`
Now we seldom do le hor.`
I think.`
After this hols.`
Must continue to be liddat le.`
=/
Everytime hols.`
We will drift apart.`
But i understand.`
You are bz.`
And im busy with my own things.`
Ending here.`
Guess my reflecting is getting better and better.`
w00t.`
TaKiNg cArEz.`
=/
Y Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Haixx.`
Today.`
Saddest dae of my life.`
You left.`
I dont even felt a single comfortable.`
Its making me worse.`
Everybody.`
Im dying of depression`.
I would rather u stay den u go.`
Lidat.`
I can give up faster.`
Sent u.`
Greeted your parents.`
Saw lotsa people in npcc t-shirt.`
Lol.`
I went with bear, gerald.`
2 Steady Frenz.`
Before i left.`
I hug u.`
And that means.`
Im gonna give up and move on.`
12 days.`
Im sure.`
I will do it.`
I wont disappoint u.`
Hope you would enjoy ur trip.`
Hope your safe and sound.`
=/
3 More hours.`
My birthdae.`
=D
Finally.`
Im 15.`
More mature.`
More dependent on myself.`
Hmmph.`
Thanks a lot for da prezzie.`
Especially u mei.`
You dint break ur promise.`
You really bought the prezzie i want.`
Thanks.^^//
Bear.`
Thanks a lot too.`
I like ur t-shirt a lot.`
=/
All the rest.`
Im waiting..`
=D
Its time for the story i have wrote out in my hp a few hrs ago.`
Haix.`
Why am I feeling so uncomfortable just now.`
I regretted that I went off too early.`
Haixx..`
I should have..
Accompany u..`
Haixx.`
Im disappointed with myself.`
Before i left.`
Me and bear hugg u.`
When I was walking away.`
I almost cried.`
My heart was breaking.`
No chemistry* between us.`
Everything.`
The one u like.`
This and that.`
Suddenly.`
My mind was full of this kinda thing.`
I couldnt finish my mac almost.`
I already decided.`
Even if we have chemistry.`
I wouldnt have go for it already.`
I dont wanna leave u.`
The guy u like.`
He is handsome.`
=/
Hahah.`
Can see.`
That you like boys that hurt u.`
Not the ones hu treated u well.`
Cuz u scaredd that they wld leave u.`
I dont care anymore.`
So wad theres this actor call kz-
You can bring urself.`
I know.`
Everything.`
Im trying to move on slowly.`
Its killing me.`
Im suffering.`
Finding a new love.`
Its hard.`
I wanna be free of hurt.`
And I want u to be free of it too.`
Hmmph.`
Hope everything goes well for both of us.`
Hope u cld get in to his heart.`
Boys.`
Break promises one.`
Unlike a few of us.`
We dont break.`
But instead.`
U break ours.`
=/
God Bless Me And You.`
Siblings Forever 1314.
Y Monday, June 13, 2005
Today.`
It rocks.`
w00t.`
Made 2 keychain.`
Our name is there.`
LOL.`
=D
Im lazy to blog.`
LOLS.`
Everything is back to normal now.`
Haissh.`
LOL.`
Ur mother said i teng u somemore.`
LOL.`
Ur sister said i nv scold u when u chided me off.`
=D
Haissh.`
Cant believe.`
I got praise!!
LOLs.`
Kkaes la.`
Gonna miss ya liaox.`
Stop here.`
Tired.`
Tml den blog.`
Y Sunday, June 12, 2005
Today.`
Considered a happy dae.`
Wow.`
=D
Happy Post should be!~~
Gunbound.`
Played with ben and jor.`
w00t.`
PwNed them like nobody's business.`
I broke my record.`
Dual Turtle One Person.`
822 Damage.`
I was like.`
OMG.`
That is mad lor.`
Aniwae.`
Have fun with u guyz.`//
CounterStrike!
Best la.`
Today.`
All the wae positive frag.`
At my dearest map.`
158-68.`
Try this man.`
Kns.`
Retraining my awp.`
=D
My wallet.`
Very de full now.`
Song la.`
I go taiwan sure buy things for u all de.`
=D
Haix.`
Mei.`
=D
SmIeZx Like me.`
=/
I let u shout at me le lehx.`
Must definitely feel better.`
Hack care abt ppl who backstabs u.`
Nobody u can trust.`
I understand.`
Ur situation is bad.`
But.`
You still haf bestys.`
=D=D
---x[`eVen If tHE whOlE wOrLd gIve UP oN yOu.
---x[` i wOnT gIve Up.`
---x[`SmieZx.`
Y Saturday, June 11, 2005
My feelings for this whole year.`
Happy(40%)
Sad(30%)
Angry(30%)
Im Happy.`
Cuz I have bestys and friends.`
Cuz I have so many ppl who supports me.`
Cuz I have people hu listens to my story.`
Cuz there are so many memories inside my heart that are happy.`
So many things for me to happy.`
Happy that i got u?`
Haha.`
Sort of bahx.`
Im Sad.`
Rumours.`
Why does it ever appear.`
I dint do anything.`
Sometimes.`
Im sick of it.`
Liars.`
Why is there so many of this.`
Why is there things to hide from me.`
Something so bad mehx.`
Bloody shit.`
In the end.`
I still found it wad.`
Haixx.`
Nothing can run away from me.`
Cuz Im hu i am.`
=/
Im angry.`
Actors.`
Pls.`
I hate them.`
Dont try to test me.`
Im not a 3 yr old kid.`
I have my own genetic brain.`
You can forget on wad u say.`
But I can remember every single thing.`
Better dont play mind games with me.`
Or I will have a last laugh.`
=/
This 9 Months.`
I've learnt a lot.`
From one guy and to another guy.`
I really learn what is true love.`
What is to cherish the ones who are close to you.`
I've learnt so many things.`
Reflection?`
Not even one.`
Now im writing.`
Opps.`=x
I've known.`
What izzit like to be wearing a mask.`
Acting that u dint know something.`
I know what izzit like.`
When u know something sad.`
You will be so depressed.`
When someone close to you gots it.`
Haixx.`
You feel the hurt.=(
Hurt.
Sad.`
Depression.`
Happy.`
Angry.`
Scaredd.`
Everything its just like an experience to me.`
=D
You.`
Are the one.`
Who let me know so many things.`
=D
iLu1314-
=D
Y
Hmmph.`
Today's not a bad day.`
WaHaha.`
Went to Ben's hse.`
Play Xbox.`
Play Bball.`
Fun to the core.`
Gerald ar Gerald.`
Dumb siax.`
He wanted to learn how i throw the water out.`
In the end.`
He used too much power and the whole bottle dropped into the drain.`
LOLX.`
Went back to bedok.`
Go find cat and jiajun at cue club.`
Reach there.`
They playing.`
Everywhere was paikia.`
LOL.`
Scaredd.`
=D
After that.`
Went Jiajun's house.`
FUCK SIA.`
I PAIKIA`
PUI.`
NB.`
DOESNT MEAN PPL GOT EAR HOLE.`
= PaiKia.`
PCB LA.`
I FEEL LIKE JUST TELLING HIS DAD STRAIGHT OFF.`
IF I PAIKIA.`
BEAT ME UP.`
FUCK SIA.`
PISSED//
After that.`
Went down play soccer.`
I was using it as to clear my anger.`
Shot the ball like mad.`
My power.`
Strength.`
Physical Attributes.`
Push up to the max.`
Was running up and down.`
Phew.`
Everything was gone.`
Guess I really need some time for a break.`
iLu1314.-
=/
Y Friday, June 10, 2005
One day has passed once again.`
=D
Phew.`
Guess it wasnt a bad day bahx.`
Just no mood to cs the whole day.`
Guess fangs..`
I think ur correct.`
Its time for me to let go.`
=D
I know it was hard to let go.`
But i think its about time too.`
9 Months le.`
Struggling.`
Walking.`
Forcing my way thru.`
Everything will be like a history.`
Im stopping le.`
Good luck to the rest of you all.`
=D
What I can only do is to slowly let it away.`
=/
The feelings.`
Everything is gone.`
w00t.`
=D
Happy Happy Happy.`
Thank God I have you.`
I just wanna see u everydae.`
And Talk To ya.`
=D
Y Thursday, June 09, 2005
Fcuked This.`
I canot take it anymore.`
You dont want to talk to me.`
Neither I will.`
I dont give any shit anymore.`
Im gonna break off everything already.`
I dunno why.`
Why am i so dumb.`
Fcuk.`
This is shitified.`
One by one.`
Theres no ending.`
I dont give a damn whether anything about u anymore.`
My patience has come to a limit.`
After settling everything.`
I will break off everything with you.`
A drastic change will happen.`
I dont give a damn.`
I dont give any shit.`
I could only force myself to the wae of hell.`
I HATE YOU.`
BITCH.`
EVERYTHING U DO.`
ARE ACTING.`
FUCK OFF./`
Y Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Hmmph.`
Everything just doesnt seem to go the right way.`
Why are suddenly lidat.`
We are so cold to each other.`
Haix.`
You always said you dont wanna message le.`
I dont even dare to message u.`
Everything just seemed to turned over now.`
We were so cold to each other.`
Really cold.`
My phone wasnt blinking.`
I really donno wads happening.`
So wad.`
If something is over.`
Haix.`
That doesnt mean i can get a chance too.`
I wanted to give up.`
By liking another girl.`
But it just seemed so hard.`
Haix.`
Haix is the word i can only use to describe now.`
Everything just going to go downhill.`
Im so sick of it.`
Haix.`
Is this the end.`
Or wad.`
=(
Today had a great time.`
Went to jy's hse eat dinner.`
The pasta was delicious.`
I cleared it.`
=x
Chicken Wing.`
LOL.`
I ate 7.`
I supppose.`
=x
Played bluff.`
First round.`
I was first to finish.`
LOL.`
Okok Larh.`
Second round.`
At first.`
Got 20+ card.`
Last minute.`
Yc tio the bluff thingy.`
She lost.`
Ahahaha.`
Went to eat dessert at siglap centre.`
Quite delicious.`
Gerald treat.=)`
Was waiting for Gerald's mum to fetch.`
In the end.`
The mum couldnt come.`
Diaox.`
We slowly took bus lor.`
3 Person.`
Me Gerald Mc.`
Went to 7-11`
Bought my chocolate.`
And the dumb bus come.`
Omg.`
I rush like siao.`
Hahahha.`
Was talking abt so many things.`
=.-
Okok larh.`
I dont wanna sae anything le.`
Its killing me.`
=D
Y
I wont blog so much today.`
Cuz not much mood too.`
Haix.`
I cant take it.`
Its killing me.`
Creative Zen Neeon.`
320.`
5Gb.`
Damn.`
Im sick and tired of all this.`
I'm gonna change blogskin already.`
Its making me sick too.`
Im lazy to type.`
I dont even think u will be calling me.`
You nv talk for so long already.`
I dint dare to message u.`
Haixx.`
=(
Y Sunday, June 05, 2005
Today kinda rocks.^^
Everything was fun k.`
Bbq.`
I spent 35.`
-.-`
Dint even ate alot.`
Wtf.`
But it was fun.`
Was playing water at abt 8pm.`
All was throwing waterbomb on me.`
Hahaha.`
Was pain.`
Playing water with mc, jj, jy,kz.gerald.`
I was soak after kena thrown waterbombs.`
Second was Mc.`
ORBI LA.`
Throw me more.`
=DD`
After tt hung ee joined us.`
We were madd.`
We dug a big hole.`
So many things we done.`
I.Hung Ee, Jiajun.`
Playin against the tidal.`
We sat there.`.
Like playing then rock pool.`
w00t.`
Excellent.=D
Dint message u so much today.`
Was damn bz.`
Lazy to msg.`
FUCK.`
They saw everything inside.`
FUCK.`
Heng they dint know anything.`
Important things are gone.`
Diu.`
Lucky*
Drank my kr3min vodka.`
Excellent.`
Vodka + lemon.`
Drink le.`
100% energy.`
DAMN.`
I'm GREEN.`
My brother bought a Creative Zen Neeon.`
FUCK IT.`
MY PARENTS OBVIOUSLY DAMN BIAS.`
I WANTED IT AS MY PRESENT.`
THEY DINT BUY FOR ME.`
THEY REJECTED.`
AND HERE.`
THEY BOUGHT FOR MY BRO.`
ABSOLUTELY DISAPPOINTING.`
WAS VERY DISAPPOINTED.`
EVERYTHING WAS JUST A PACK OF LIFE.`
ALL OF YOU ARE HYPOCRITES.`
DAMN SHIT.`
YOU ALL JUST PISS ME OFF.`
BUY ME 1GB MMC?`
I WONT ACCEPT IT.`
IM DAMN FUCKING DISAPPOINTED.`
JUST CANT BELIEVE YOU ALL.`
HYPOOCRITE.`//
EVEN THOUGH U ALL ARE MY PARENTS.`
YOU ALL ARE LYING.`
WAD DONT WANT BUY.`
IN THE END STILL BUY.`
FUCKKKKK.`
IM MADDDDD TIL SIAOO//
JUST FUCK THIS LIFE.`
IM SICK OF IT.`
I dint sae u were hypocrite.`
Everyone were.`
Why.`
I just felt disappointed with things happening.`
Around me.`
Stress.`
Hurt.`
Depressed.`
I wanted to leave this.`
I cant.`
Its killing me.`
I really wanna cry.`
Im holding it.`
I dont wanna cry.`
Haixx.`
Forget it.`
I sleep le.`
UtRa-dEpReSsOn.`
---x.[ I hAVe nO tAlEnT.
---x.[ I aM jUst aN oRdInArY bOy.`
---x.[ Why mUst iFe bY sO cOmpicAtEd.-
fUCK.`
Y
Blogging.`
Once again.`
Everyday cs.`
Sianx liaox.`
I cant do anything le.`
Dont expect me to study whole day.`
Cuz aint thats me.`
w00t.`
Tml 3b barbecue.`
Playing like madd.`
Hope everything goes smoothly.`
All dont bastard k.`
Nb.`
Say got go later nv go.`
I bring chopper den u know.`
WaHaha.`
I got vOdKa.`
heYz.`
This holiday is really meaningful to you.`
You must reflect on everything u haf done.`
Hope you could change to be a better person.`
tAkEcaRez bEaRz.`
I'L m55 yA.//
My cass aint a bad class.`
Why.`
Why did u say its a bad class.`
Who u hate.`
Who bully u.`
Who spread rumours.`
Tell me.`
I go scold them.`
I can try to help you.`
But.`
Every single one living in this whole is a hypocrite.`
Not a single living thing aint a hypocrite.`
Its a thing that had installed on everyone's body.`
Dont tell me u aint a hypocrite.`
I cant deny that i am a hypocrite.`
Haixx.`
You aint selfish.`
You are hurting already.`
Nobody can care for you as much as urself.`
Pull urself together.`
And you can become better.`
Everything is controlled by u.`
Only u urself can do anything u want.`
cuz u are u.`
Understand.`
Dont think too much.`
Anyway.`
You green.`
Omg.`
Equals to wad.`
Jealous.`
Lol.`
Evil inside you.`
Or wad.`
Not specific k.`
Shes the one hu asked u to change.`
But she became the one.`
Who did wad u did previously.`
Nothing can change her stead.`
Her stead is willing to change also.`
You cant just blame her.`
I'm not siding her too.`
Nor siding you.`
I'm just being straightforward.`
Sorrix if i hurt u.`
The letter i wrote.`
In chinese.`
Hope you could just uds it.`
Tcz.`
I dont think u wld be calling me le.`
=((
Its ok larh.`
Hope i dream of u.`
nIaTx.`
Y Saturday, June 04, 2005
Shitified day today.`
Why so tired one.`
I slept for so long.`
Im still tired.`
Damn.`
Why today so strange.`
Nobody online.`
- . -"
Why is love so cruel.`
Eh.`
Relax larh.`
Shock sia.`
When suddenly u changed lidat.`
You man leh.`
Thought u power de.`
Hahaha.`
Takecare man.`
Eh.`
You think.`
I dont want to seperate with you.`
I like u lehx.`
Diaox.`
WaHaha.`
My feelings.`
Sometimes up sometimes down.`
Guess.`
I still dunno.`
How to love someone properly.`
Argh.`
I was asleep just now.`
Saw ur three sentence.`
Was.`
Very.`
Sad.`
I wanted to talk to you so much.`
But I was asleep.`
I dreamt of you.`
You were going further and further.`
After a few mins.`
You were out of my sight.`
I sat there lonely.`
Crying.`
I shouted ur name.`
But to no avail.`
If this happens in real life.`
I will die. x.x`
You cried.`
You canot cry.`
I dont want you to cry.`
I disallow.`
I dont want to see the old you.`
I dont want you to walk back.`
I dont want to see the girl crying every niat.`
Promise me.`
Okok la.`
I will end here.`
11 days more.` I will miss you worse.`
iLu1314.`
dont want care.`
dont wanna noe.`
Y Thursday, June 02, 2005
Haixx.`
Not a bad day after all.`
Went to school for ss lesson.`
LOL.`
Good boy lehxx.`
Hahaha.`
Went to parkway with jy meichin and jiajun.`
Went to eat at the foodcourt.`
Weixiong appeared.`
Lol.`
A lot of jokes around us.`
WahaHa.`
Cb cat.`
Ps us.`
Fuck la.`
Cant he just call another time.`
Does it cost him a lot.`
Wtf.`
Gay shit.`
Go find her only.`
Fuck.`
Stop acting.`
Knn.`
I really canot take it le.`
Pcb.`
Just say u wanna go find her la.`
Still say wad canot find us.`
Ccb.`
Acting.`
Go mediacorp la.`
Went to giant.`
Checked the prices of things we need.`
Was having fun there too.`
LOL.`
After that.`
Went skp.`
Bought all the logistics first.`
Cost 20.70 already.`
LOL.`
Stunned.`
After that.`
Went to ecp.`
Met her and the fucker.`
Forgotten to buy her drink.`
She was madd.`
=(
My phone became the victim once again.`
Slapped me twice.`
Diaox.`
Was fun.`
There was fun thingys and sad thingys.`
The weather was hot a little.`
We were talking abt sunrise, sunset.`
LOL.`
Bear power siax.`
His hair.`
Head can break.`
Hair cannot break.`
LOL.`
Power to you.`
I dint even planned to dislike you.`
You started it.`
And you wanted to end it.`
Why.`
I dunno.`
I dunno why.`
When u snatched my hp.`
I was retaliating.`
But.`
I become softhearted.`
I cant believe.`
In the end.`
I hurt my foot by kicking the lamppost.`
Damn.`
Lemme ask you a question.`
Is my trust so canot be believe?`
Izzit?`
Just answer this.`
You just seemed to underestimate my trust.`
I dint even sae i dint trust u.`
I dint mind ur past.`
I dint mind everything u had.`
I stayed beside you.`
Whenever u need me.`
I was there.`
Haixx.`
=/
Ending here bahx.`
Tired.`
Muscle aching.`
iLu1314.
Y Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Argh.`
Sianx.`
I wanna sleep lar.`
Kns.`
Stupid physics.`
Was late for school.`
Wanted to slp more.`
But just no choice.`
I woke up.`
Haha.`
Reach the bus-stop at 8.30.`
When i dropped.`
Saw joyce.`
Hahaha.`
Dint know she was late also.`
Hahaha.`
All da pigs.`
Went to school.`
She saw Lifang.`
Then decided go class.`
LOL.`
Reach the class.`
Realised only 2 wear class t-shirt.`
Wtf.`
Wore ear-stud to school.`
Saw the idiotic guy.`
Wanna run away.`
But canot.`
No choice.`
Divert attention lor.`
Later he kpkb me again.`
Complain here and there.`
LanJiaoKia.`
LOL.`
Shouldnt be the middleman.`
I seemed to be the middleman.`
Even w/o me.`
I think he will pas to u.`
=/
Ahahhaa.`
Songs.`
Hope he can make a success becuz of u.^^`
I faked.`
I cant believe it.`
I could still talk to him.`
Inside my heart.`
All da hatred.`
Wow.`
Just cant believe it.`
=/
Went hung ee's house.`
Was cozy.`
And bIg.`
When we playing monopoly half way.`
His dog came in.`
All tio shocked.`
Funny siax.`
I also la.`
The dog stepped on me somemore.`
Kaox.`
I shiver like siaox.`
Nobody saw.`
Heng.`
=/
Guess my trauma for dogs still there.`
Jiajun.`
Sori lehx.`
They saw everything.`
Hahaha.`
I lazy delete away the message.`
Wah.`
LOL.`
I dont wanna remember things.`
That hurt me.`
But it doesnt seemed to leave me.`
LOL.`
Why.`
Why didnt he ask me abt using my hp.`
Thank god.`
I faked calling jiajun.`
And saw one message inside the inbox.`
Then i realised.`
He messaged u.`
Wtf.`
Its not i dont allow.`
Its like.`
Why being so secretive abt it.`
I wanted to tell u.`
I'm not blinded.`
I know everything.`
But I just dont wanna make threats.`
=)
Everything is going well for me now.`
Lols.`
I stop here le.`
iLu1314.`
Dont wanna know.`
Dont wanna find.`
Dont wanna care.`