Y Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Haixx.`
Today.`
Saddest dae of my life.`
You left.`
I dont even felt a single comfortable.`
Its making me worse.`
Everybody.`
Im dying of depression`.
I would rather u stay den u go.`
Lidat.`
I can give up faster.`
Sent u.`
Greeted your parents.`
Saw lotsa people in npcc t-shirt.`
Lol.`
I went with bear, gerald.`
2 Steady Frenz.`
Before i left.`
I hug u.`
And that means.`
Im gonna give up and move on.`
12 days.`
Im sure.`
I will do it.`
I wont disappoint u.`
Hope you would enjoy ur trip.`
Hope your safe and sound.`
=/
3 More hours.`
My birthdae.`
=D
Finally.`
Im 15.`
More mature.`
More dependent on myself.`
Hmmph.`
Thanks a lot for da prezzie.`
Especially u mei.`
You dint break ur promise.`
You really bought the prezzie i want.`
Thanks.^^//
Bear.`
Thanks a lot too.`
I like ur t-shirt a lot.`
=/
All the rest.`
Im waiting..`
=D
Its time for the story i have wrote out in my hp a few hrs ago.`
Haix.`
Why am I feeling so uncomfortable just now.`
I regretted that I went off too early.`
Haixx..`
I should have..
Accompany u..`
Haixx.`
Im disappointed with myself.`
Before i left.`
Me and bear hugg u.`
When I was walking away.`
I almost cried.`
My heart was breaking.`
No chemistry* between us.`
Everything.`
The one u like.`
This and that.`
Suddenly.`
My mind was full of this kinda thing.`
I couldnt finish my mac almost.`
I already decided.`
Even if we have chemistry.`
I wouldnt have go for it already.`
I dont wanna leave u.`
The guy u like.`
He is handsome.`
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Hahah.`
Can see.`
That you like boys that hurt u.`
Not the ones hu treated u well.`
Cuz u scaredd that they wld leave u.`
I dont care anymore.`
So wad theres this actor call kz-
You can bring urself.`
I know.`
Everything.`
Im trying to move on slowly.`
Its killing me.`
Im suffering.`
Finding a new love.`
Its hard.`
I wanna be free of hurt.`
And I want u to be free of it too.`
Hmmph.`
Hope everything goes well for both of us.`
Hope u cld get in to his heart.`
Boys.`
Break promises one.`
Unlike a few of us.`
We dont break.`
But instead.`
U break ours.`
=/
God Bless Me And You.`
Siblings Forever 1314.