how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Sunday, July 31, 2005

Hie.
Im back to blogging once again.
Argh.
So tired.
After a so called lame.
Soccer game.
So bo liaox.
Go where.
All also packed.
Kena bulied by small bois.
Cuz they purposely ask the person in charge ask us go away.
Shitter.
Pui.
I give u all face.

Nowadays.
I dont blog everyday le.
Dont even haf the mood.
Whenever i face the computer.
I face boredom.
All of my friends.
My clan mates.
All splitted liaos.
Some go play mu.
Some maple.
Some dota.
Haish.
Totally so sian.
Dunno what to do.
Staring at my blog.
Argh.
Boredom is coming.
=(

I believe in miracle.
After watching my date with a vampire 3.
Touching serials.
See le can crry lor.
Got one girl so cuteee.. =)
She damn chio lor.
Cute cute de.
Just wanna hug her. Ahaha.
Dream too much le.
=)
I like one of the sentence.
Memories can be forgotten.
But love will remain in ur heart forever.
Believe it and it will not happen
Dont believe it and it will happen.
=)
All are meaningful.

Nothing to say.
This few days.
I really have the mood to suicide.
Sometimes.
When im cycling.
I really feel like going to the car in front and let it bang me.
What is happening to me.
Im scaredd.
Hais.
Whenever i do now.
I must really see the consequence.
Next week.
4 Test in a row.
No comments.
Nothing to say.
Everything just came too quickly.
Im going taiwan.
Soon.
August 6th.
Hais.
Ending here.

Nlyg.<3

9:22 PM

Nlyg.<3

9:22 PM

Y Friday, July 29, 2005

Lolz.
Finally could use my verdana font.
Bleahx.
Blogger something wrong izzit.
Anyway.
Changed my blogskin.
I changed a few and i think this is the best bahx.
Simple yet Perfect.
Wahahax.

Screwed up my test today.
My add maths.
Oh my.
/25.
If i get 18.
I happy liaox.
Dont want so high.
The higher the hope.
The greater the disappointment.
Diaos.
=)
So fun.
Today school.
We played pushball.
In the end.
I realised it was more like a field fight.
The boys were like fighting like real.
The girls.
Shouting here and there.
LOL.
Was kinda fun.
The ball was thorned.
Lolz.
Anthony pulled it and i stopped him in time.
Then everything just tear apart.
=.="
Zain said that he hit me on the leg.
I dint feel any pain at all.
Diaos.
The hatred in my heart was so strong until i cannot feel it.
Got caught for my earstick.
Thank god.
He never confiscate.
Phew.
Seriously its fun.
=)

After school.
Diaos.
Dunno how we split.
No comments sia.
At first.
Me,Xiongz.Jj.Jean.Vivan and friend.
Den.
I and jj saw the 14 bus.
Ran over and took it.
In the end.
All went in!!
Diaos.
But i and jj drop first larh.
Cuz he coming to my house.
Gerald and co.
Went to interchange.
Was part of a madd thingt.
Dunno why.

Jiajun came.
As usual.
He came my house play ps2.
Diaos.
We played the same game.
And i won him 4-3.
Diaos.
Sianx bodoh.
Then ben called me.
Asking me where jiajun.
Then asked jj if he want to one on one.
With him in cs.
Diaos.
Was like.
Ben was owning him lor.
Jj was a totall noob.
No comments.
My skill not pro.
But people sees it.
People know its me.
So hard to act.
Lolz.
After that.
Went to siglap cc play street soccer.
Diaos.
Was like madd bodoh.
The weather make my blood boil.
The weather was so high.
My hatred grew.
Argh.
No comments.
I shot as high as i could.
I wanted to vent anger on something.
Kicking the ball is the only choice.

Hey dude.
If you like her.
Go for it man.
Such an bloodly.
Dunno what to say.
You are just one strange guy.
I dont want to see the keychain.
I have no intention to see anyway.
Thanks for telling me jj.
I own u one.
=)
If you dint tell me.
I may not even know.
Fine withh it.
I dont wanna hate u.
But dont make me hate u.
Leave her now and no more for u.
I mean wad i said.
DONT ASSUME ITS U*//

Nlyg.<3

10:38 PM

Y Thursday, July 28, 2005

Im blogging once again.
Yesterday dint blog cuz my dad wasnt happy with me.
I played too much dota liaox.
Hahahha.
=)
Was qutie a bad day these few days bahx.
Extremely tiredd.
Today got taf somemore.
Sianx bodoh.
Argh.
Was so fucked up.
I really dunno what to type.
Why are you so mother fucking xialan.
I cant just take it lor.
I attp u today.
You should know.
Damn shit.
When I just think what hadd happen.
I became very angry.
Wtf.
After school was more pathetic.
6 People.
4 People want tio take taxt lor.
Then how?
Got 5 boys 1 girl.
Lolz.
Den no choice.
I hadda take bus.
I never complain.
I never said anything.
And here comes my phone ringing.
" Vincent. The food is nice "
What the fuck.
And scolded me saying why i dint take taxi.
How can i take when there is 4 there.
And u all just piss me off lidat.
What can i say. I said nothing.
I was like controlling all the time.
No mood le larhx.
Tomorrow then type.
Thingz werent meant to hear.
I heard it again.
Hais.

Nlyg.<3

8:09 PM

Y Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Hmmph.
What the hell is today.
Dint planned to go to school.
Cuz the weather.
So cold and nice.
=)
In the end.
I still went.
Wasnt that bad after all.
Argh.
Tomorrow.
Either i do my chinese homework now.
Or i dont go to school.
Im seriously having a problem to do homework.
I dont even have the mood to do.
I have the mood to study.
To listen to classes.
But i dont have the mood to do.
The required homework.
Argh.
Stomach pain lor.
Basket.
What the hell man.
The whole morning was suffering.

Fuck up idiot.
What the hell do you want.
I tried so hard to ask u to be friends with her.
Yet u said things.
So hurtful.
Fcuked up bastard.
What did we offend you.
Scold people this and that.
Then u still like her.
Fcuked off pls.
You just stink to the core.
What the hell.
The one who like her is u.
Yet u said this and that.
Fcuking keychain big fcuk izzit.
I dont have arhx.
Bastard.
I just dont wanna scold vulgar here.
But u forced me to do so.
You asked me whether to stay or leave.
Fcuk.
I told u to stay.
Yet u peng wei say this kinda thing.
Shitified ass.
No wonder no love la.
Think got nice singing talent people will like arhx.
The sight of u pissed me off.
Fcuked idiot asshole.
I donno why.
What happen to u.
Act so much.
I knew u ran away from the excursion.
PURPOSELY.
Cuz you wanted to avoid her.
Shitified ass.
How much do u wanna act.
Always tell people wad u very good.
Wad avoid people.
Yet still love people.
I never say anything lor.
U piss so many people off.
Dont believe go ask.
U ask the whole class.
Its becuz ur playful.
Or else u wont have any friend.
Cuz ur fcuking mouth full of shit.
Daammmit.
I regretted asking u.
Guilty//
Sad//
Disappointed//
What good friend u are.
PUI.
Bleahx//
Forget it.
I really duno what to say le.

By the way.
Yesterday went to Oh's farm.
Hmmph.
Fruitful experience.
The one who introduced us things.
I talked to him.
So fun talking to people.
Think im sociable bah. =)
Lolz.
He still ask me.
" Hey. The one sitting beside u ur stead ar "
Diaos.
Den i was like.
=.="
Siaox.
Cant be lahz.
The girl.
Lolz.
Hahhaa.
She dint know lor.
Idiot sia.
So my stead somemore.
Bleahx.
I love the peppermint crystals.
Smell nice.
Thanks for the plant man. =)
Im growing the plant.
Hmmmph.
Which it could grow. =)

My blog song is nice.
Its the only thing that could describe me.
Asking a girl to try one more time.
To understand my love to her.
Lolz.
Diaos.
I love this song. =)
What can i write now.
Wht does people love to provoke people man.
I kinda hate it.
Just becuz i dont hit people.
You all think im good to bully.
Bleahx.
Dont force me.
My patience is limited.
Stopping here. =)

Nlyg.<3

9:03 PM

Y Monday, July 25, 2005

Hmmph.
This post should be a little blurish.`
Cuz i just finish my alcohol.//
Your story.
Thanks for telling me.
I appreciate.
It was nice yet sadd.
It was beautiful yet tragic.
What is urs will be urs.
What aint urs.
No matter how hard u try.
It wont be yours.
That goes to the same thing as me.
No matter how much i dream.
How much i fight.
I wont get it.
I wont.
Hearing your story.
I wasnt jealous.
In fact.
I felt sad for u.
I donno why.
Whenever i heard things about u and someone.
I would be jealous.
This time.
I was sad for u.
How much you tried editing you ending.
It will still lead to the same ending.
I tried changing the ending.
But yet.
It still remains the same.
I cant do anything about it.
I wanted to stop everything.
But i couldnt.
I dont wanna stop.
I dont know why.
Im foolish.
Im mad.
Im sarcastic.
Im happy.
Im angry.
Im hurt.
Im sad.
Im irritated.
I dunno.
Thats so muchh.
I know.
In my heart.
v0dKa cOuLd.
dIssolve all my sadness.
All the sad thingz.
I never ever wanted to use alcohol.
But no choice.
=)
At least its nt worse than smokin man.
Tired.
Everyday tired.
Not because of things happening around me.
Why.
Why.
Why.
People dont believe I study.
I just really dont believe.
This is absoultely crap.
Everybody said the same things to me.
Im smart.
Its just that im lazy.
I have the talent to go to jc.
But i just let it slip pass.
I dunno why.
U people said that.
Hurt me.
You all dont understand my heart.
What can i do.
I cant say anything.
I cant protest.
Hmmph.
Next thing.
I hated that fucking actor.
Act so much.
Steal wad thing.
bhb sia.
I dont wanna say anything.
I just dont wanna say.
If i say.
Both of us werent happy.
Damn shit.
I never disturb u.
Yet u disturb me.
You better dont test me.
Cuz the consequences aint good.
Gerald.
Congratz. =D
Must teach u how to talk izzit.
Alamak.
=)
Hope you 2 last.
Forever love. =)
Its time to think for my own.
Whether sshould love or nt to love.
Im stuck.
Seriously stuck.
Im tiredd.
Guess im a bit drunk now.
But my mind is still clear.
Nights.

Nlyg.<3

11:27 PM

Y Sunday, July 24, 2005

Lady Lady One More Try
再试着了解我的爱
发不出声音的感慨
选择作朋友的无奈
Lady Lady One More Try
提醒我何时该走开
只要你偶尔想起来
我就住在那片海.

Hmmph.
Xiao Chou yu is nice. =)
Today is good.
=)
WaHahax.
Hmmph. Maple lvl 29.
So slow.
Too long never play le. =)
I shall post something happy bahx.
Since u all say this whole week.
Im spamming with all the sad things.
Today could say.
I had fun. =)
Cousins came my hosue.
So fun.
Played ps2. =)
Hmmph.
Digimon World 4.
Im missing them. =)
So long never see le.
Arghh.

Homeworks are piling.
Im sick of them.
Chinese.
6 Assignments.
All never hand in.
Lolz.
Forget it.
I maybe wanna change chinese class le.
Sianx bodoh.
Hmmph.
I just dunno why.
Today.
My heart is giving me a choice.
To either give up or continue.
Im really confused.
I need help.
Where are you all?
I need help.
Arghh.
Why aint of u all are online.
Diaos.
Haish.
Sometimes.
Dunno why.
I felt so helpess for myself.
Only computer or my ps2 solve them.
So thats why im stuck on them.
Im seriously something wrong.
Tears dropping.
Just when i was playing game.
Hmmph.
Im left speechless.
Dunno what to write le.
Argh.
ACTOR SUCKS. =.="

Nlyg.<3

4:52 PM

Y Friday, July 22, 2005

Everything seemed to be the same.
Im no longer confused or wad.
I treat these few days as nothing happen.
I knew things that i dint want to know.
I knew.
I shouldnt have known.
I dont wanna know it too.
Acting in front of me is useless.
U love her.
But i dunno if she love u a not.
Its complicated.
Why leave her if u still love her.
Why ignore if u still love her.
True love doesnt come and go easily.
She is ur true love.
I've seen too many people regretting.
Regretting of the choices they made.
You will regret too.
I know.
Nobody is the busybody or whatever.
We are not even together.
We are fated to be just close siblings.
Hmmph.
Talking to u just sooths my mind.
The loads in my mind was absolutely alot.
Every since i talk to you.
It has lessen a lot.
Thank You. =)
Loving you is the 1st.
Studying is second.
Izzit?
I've seen people failing to maintain
their relationship.
I've seen people maintaining
their relationship.
There is so many emotions in them.
So many.
That nobody knows what may happen the next day.
All I want is you.
Everyone told me not to continue.
I aint continuing.
If what i known is correct.
Im really giving up.
But theres really something.
Something that makes me carry on.
Im confused.
Im sad.
Im madd.
Hmmph.
I dunno what to say.
I dont even know why i typed this.
I trust u.
I know sometimes.
I used the wrong words.
Cuz i aint noticed the words.
Sorry.
Am i stubborn.
People tell me.
I am very stubborn.
But what can i do.
Dont feel like typing le.
NOT SAYING ABOUT ANYBODY*

Nlyg.<3

7:11 PM

Y Thursday, July 21, 2005

Shitting tired today. So many things happen man. Yesterday was the worse. How can this kinda thing be happening. Argh. How much I dont want that to happen lorhz. Pui. I dont want this to happen. But. Everything started with that words. Haix. I wrote a 2 page letter. ONCE. Never thought that i would write so much today. Hmmph. Wasnt in a mood at all. TOTALLY. I dont even have the mood to study man. All I was doing was dreaming and dreaming. I wanted to break into pieces. I wanted to let out all my emotion. I wanted to talk to u just now after recess. But my confidence and everything was gone. I was heartbroken. I dint even said a " hi " or a " bye ". I just walked past you. Climb a little staircase. Kick the staircase. And wonder. Damn it. Why. I couldnt talk to you. Why I couldnt bring myself to talk to you. The whole day. My face. Was so blackish. Totally NO mood for everything. Punched the board. As usual. Then. Something badd happen. Im not very sure abt it. But i know everything wronged jean. DAMN. I DONT LIKE IT AT ALL. WTF. Gerald. You malu urself. People not even finding u. Yet u ask people get lost. FUCK. People treat u bad. But they still take u as a friend. U LOVE HER B4 YET U STILL SAY THIS KINDA WORDS. I wonder. are you a man or something. I was pissed. Until I kick the table. Got scolded by the relief teacher. I dint care at all. I DONT EVEN GIVE ANY SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING. Mad. Mad. Mad. I just dont wanna beat anybody up only. Dont force me. I hate this.

You dont care about things. I can understand. I bet that guy dint tell u that he still loves u rite. Hmmph. I asked him to continue. Dont leave you. AM I DUMB OR WAD. U said im " noble ". But i think myself as dumb. I dunno why. Heart doesnt ache so much. But now. It aches like.. Haix. Break it la. Im really sick. Is committing suicide good? Everybody thinking about that. I would haf long did that man. Shit yah. =) Hmmph. The chat log. KILLS ME. Lolz. Everyone should be alright bahx. Haiyo. Just one day. Everything had a drastic change. Im tired. My health is reaching its maximum. Im weak nowadays. Yesterdae was the day we shld be talking on phone. Not a day for quarrelling. I dint want to quarrel. I wanted to let u know how i feel. Guess i was a little over. Im sorry.

Nlyg.<3

6:44 PM

Y Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Hie bloggg.. Hmmph. nice day Today. =) I LOVE IT MAN. RH`05. Graffitti. =) Its just too cool man. =) WaHahax. 3A.3B.3C.3D =) SO NICE. We all just rocks man. =) W00t.3A. Serangoon Road. *Cheers* Lolz. My Class. Esplanade. But it all ended like a technological park.*RoArS* =x 3C Graffitti. Full Of Eurasian Spirit. *Cheers* 3D. Malay Culture? * Cheers* Its fun bodoh. Everyone was like so busy lor. My class. Lolz. FUN FUN FUN. Nobody could break my 3 minute record in Mount Akina. Perhaps. Its destiny that nobody could and all was like trying best to break. Bear. U CANT LE LA. Lolz. Hmmph. Digital Camera No battery somemore. >.<" Lolz. =)

After school. Everybody went home and have a good rest man. But, me. bear. cat. gerald. jiajun. were roaming the VALLEY. Lolz. Played pool. Then Computer. Pool was like. Dunno why. After seeing things. Damn shit. I became like so damn off form. I was not even comfortable with wad im shooting too. Everything just seemed to slip off suddenly. Bleahx. I was losing like SHIT man. =.=" After gerald came. We all settled down in a dota match. I and gerald vs cat and bear. it was like. my team was owning at first. Then suddenly. We were losing like a madd dog man. Almost lost. But thank god. We last minute. Kill them den rush to their base can destory DESTROY DESTROY!! Lolz. We won. But bear was the highest lvl. Then me and gerald. Then cat. Cat was like the diversion lor. Then bear come kill us cuz we weaken cat den cat run. =.=" Nice strategy.

I hated milk. Give me chocolate milk maybe i may accept it. Lolz. Hais. Malnuitrtion sia. Idiot. Dont even care abt it anyway. This is my life. i dont want anyone to come change it lor. Diaox. WaHahax. Im madd. Den what for i type here. =.=" Hmmph. Recently. Im getting suoleaj damn fast man. =.=" Diaox. Argh. Am I too selfish? Diaox. Im really. Haixx. =) SmiLez.

Nlyg.<3

7:56 PM

Y Monday, July 18, 2005

Tiring day today. >.<" Dont really like today lor. Add maths. Omg. Im feeling difficulties coming le. =) It should be fun if i fully focus now. =) I cant. =D Damn it. Today damn freaked out lor. After school. I, Jy, Kz take taxi to joo chiat just to buy the cloth lor. Sibei pekchek. 25 dollars and expect us to cover the whole class. Abit diaox bodoh. =x Was like. If cover a lot of things. Nearly 90 bucks needed. Damn lor. Pekchek when we 2 stood there like an idiot when i talking on the phone. Pissed. Lolz.

Seriously. My health is more and more weaker nowadays. People say that i lack of nuitrition as i always tend to sleep in class. Malnuitrition liaox. Dont care la. I dont even give any damn lor. =) SmiLez. Eyes wanna close but dont wanna close. Where r u now? Haix. Haven online yet. Ytd talk on the phone til abt 2am sia. Lolz. Then wake up still so energetic. =x kkaes lar.

Tomorrow should be a day for us to rock and roll man. Screw them up like pieces. =D W00t. I just love it. COME AND ROCK AND ROLL MAN with my initial d power. =) Records up for break dudes. Come and break it if u can. =) SmiLez. Theres charges. =) Ehh. Damn it sia. When can i get back my money. The class fund like nv give me back my money lor. Whats this suppose to mean man. 35 bucks liaox lehx. Kaox. Abit unreasonable lor. Better pay me back cuz i really need money now. Thanks for looking at my blog. I go rest le. I'll be waiting for ur msn. =)

Nlyg.<3

7:48 PM

Y Sunday, July 17, 2005

Hmmph. Blogging once again. Hmmph. Not feeling very good today. my tempers not that good this few days and i have to put up with so many things. Hmmph. My cousin came my house and play ps2. Was playing until like madd. Lols. Was smsing + playing game. Cooked spaghetti and wasnt that badd. Tried the first time doing myself but didnt add sufficient cheese. Was kinda delicious laaa. Lolz.

I knew one time so importaNt. I was so sadd. Damn. Why did i know it man. For wad. WHY WHY WHY. Kill me man. Diaox. Was feeling damn badd and hurtt the whole day lor. Sibei diaox lors. Argh. Everybody's not in a good mood i guess. Damn. I was like. Anybody who called me. I was like attitude to them lor. Alamak. Den because of the dumb traditional costume. Damn lor. I was like totally shut to myself. Damn lar. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I dont wanna scold bad wordds de lor. Why must life force me to scold vulgarities. Its this my life. Freak it man. I once thought that my heart is all right le. But why did i know things back. And im shattered and broke down once again. So many days of putting a mask and bearing every single hurt. Its tough being a happy person sometimes. I dont wanna be lonely and i hated lonely. ARGH. Shitified me now. I typed so muchh here. And im so fed up with myself and angry. I have so many emotions now in my heart i cant express everything out. Damn. This is not dramatic and THIS IS HOW I FEEL NOW.

Bleahx. I really no mood type le. Fed up. Anything sms me pls. Damn. I totally abit strange today.

Nlyg.<3

5:31 PM

Y Saturday, July 16, 2005

Hmmph. Wow. IM ROCKING TODAY. w00t. My studies. Im rushing to the max at my tuition lor. I FULLY MASTERED cubic equation. The whole chapter seemed so easy for me today when i focused fully. =D WaHahax. Must get straight a's this time. I MUST. English must get at least a b4 now. =) Everything has to be set a target now. I must strive this ca or im doomed. =) I dont wanna stayed for another year man. I wanna be with my friends. =D

Studying studying. Damn. I dont even know how to cs le. My hand will move da mouse automatically. Like autoaim lidat. Not like last time. Fast and steady. Now is fast but shaky. =.=" Diaox bodoh. Play only 15 mins den damn pekchek le. Argh. Gerald. Next time dont tell me to cs. U shitter. Always play less than 5 mins den run away go talk to za bo. PUI lar. Eat shit.

suoleaj. dumb. WaHahax. Dont make me jealous k. I will be damn siaox one hor. WaHahax. Lolz. Hmmph. So fast. Dumb weekend gonna end le. I need traditional clothes la. Anybody can help me a not. Argh. Siaox liaox la. Hardd to find lehx. Ask me dig the ground for it lor. Kaox. Find a needle in a sea. The same difficulty. They shld have know that chinese bois seldom have chinese clothes lor. Sibei jialat larh. Argh. fuk. I think. Maybe not gonna go school le. =x=x

Everything is turning to fast. I cant react over it. Im really abit strange this few days. Dont mind me. Thanks. =D
Tcz. Imy.iLu. uoyevoli.

Nlyg.<3

9:56 PM

// 我一路向北
離開有妳的季節
妳說妳好累
已無法再愛上誰 \\
Hmmph. Blogging againn. ALways blogging de. Cuz im bored le so decided to post lor. Almost lost my wallet lors. Diaox. Stupid sia. Finish pe. Then running here and there just to find my wallet. Very precious* But thank god. I found it. =) Hmmph. Tiredd. Tiredd. And more tiredd. Can anybody solve my needs for sleep. i cant sleep long lor. Diaox. =( Sad bodoh. Was like wanting a lot of sleep today. but just didnt sleep as Jiajun , jeric , keng come my house. Diaox. Then play until 4+ go out kick soccer. =.-" Wasnt even fun cuz its raining already. SHIT U KEN. Lolz. You never call us saying that u waiting for us le. Diaox. Then we reach there u go home. Fk. =.=" Argh. Played soccer for a while after going ken's house take ball. But jeric and keng already went home. >.<

I wonder. The words u told me in msn. Izzit true? I dont dare to trust the whole thing. Cuz im scaredd to get hurt. Im thinking that this is the turning point of everything? I dunno. Im not sure. Im scaredd. Dont even know whether to believe or not. Im scaredd. MAKE ME TRUST THE WORDS.

TakexCarEz. iMy.iLu.

Nlyg.<3

11:30 AM

Y Friday, July 15, 2005

Today is such a beautiful day. =) Brought hp to school. So fun. First lesson was Poa. Was listening to my handphone de mp3. Woah. Dint know you brought hp to school LOL. WaHahax. So muchh fun. Our class. So many people brought hp and mp3 lors. WaHhax. Nice bodoh. =) WaHahax. Everybody was like. Either listening to mp3 or playin with hp. Hmmph. So long never bring le. Then today i brought. Was like so shockedd. WaHahax. SmiLeZx. Message u so long. =) Hmmph.

I think everything is going well for me. Hahahax. Think so bahx. Im working hardd now. When teacher doesnt believe im studying. GOD. I dont know why. Damn man. Im in hatred. Cs now. I have to post le. =) Niatx.

I know im stucked to you but i know everything should go well. Should I be doing this? =D Haish.

Nlyg.<3

12:23 PM

Y Thursday, July 14, 2005

WaHahax. Today tuition. I really like noob lidat. -_-" Tiredd out le larhh. Idiot siaxx. Im really tired. What does my teacher want me to do. Im really tiredd mahxx. If i took a nap in the afternoon. I will end up sleeping at midnite. But if i dont have a nap. I sleep 1 hour earlier niax. I really dunno le larh. Thats what i think. Average sleeping hour, 6hrs. I would definitely wake up at 5am once. I DUNNO WHY. I just cant figure it out. Everyday i would just wake up at 5am for a while and look at my hp and fall asleep back againn. Diaoxx siaxx. Dont know whats happening to me. Im stressed out bahx. =p

Wanted to change my blogskin. But the other initial d blogskin was nice. But when i took out the dumb picture. It was ugly. Totally ugly. I think I gonna cre8 my own one liaox larh. Canot tahan. But is this good enough le mahx? I also dunno.

Today just rocks man. =) Chinese lesson. Everyone was backk. Lolz. Diaox siax. Was shocked lor. As usual. I dont hand in my homework de. I DONT HAND IN DE. Wahahax. Dont care le larh. Then teacher going thru chapter 2 for 3b de. den jiajun damn bo liaox. He purposely wanna hit my ear. PURPOSELY. In the end. I pinch his chest until got blood.=x WaHahax. Play more man jiajun. Dont MESS with me cuz im not a guy whom u can mess with. =) WaHahax. No money le. 3 Days left abt 27 the most. =( Sadd siaxx. Ending here bahx. I dont wanana type le. SmLeZx

Nlyg.<3

9:45 AM

Y Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Is my blog ok now? I edit a little le. Took out the picture of initial d. Make it more simple. Taking out all the little animation too. Dunno whether shld take out a not.
Abit gay now. But its simple, yet colourful. =) Wanna make it a meaningful de blog. But dunno what to add le. I lazy to act my words. I got a lot of things to add. But i lazy larh. =)

Took a nap from 6 to 9. Hmmph. Was grumpy when wake up cuz my tuition teacher called when i was so fed up. I dont wanna wake up den in the end no choice but to wake up lor. -_-" Before i slp. Cat and jiajun went to my house. So diaox. They played ps2 while i played my computer. =) WaHahax. Jiajun's songs was VERY smelly. EXTREMIST. Dunno how many days nv wash sia. The SMELLIEST socks i've slept. I almost died of suffocation man. Its VERY smelly.

School's beginning to stress out a little now. Im didnt came school for that 2 days and now im confused with all my maths. >.<>

Nlyg.<3

12:59 PM

Y Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Oh. Lol. Blogging once again. I should blog earlier. Or else sure forget de. =D WaHahax. Today aint a bad day. Keep sleeping in class. Im madd le lors. I slept thru Me lesson. Ss Lesson. Mt i managed to keep awake or else sure boom de. Wow. Guess yesterday was totally knocked out. Haish. So tired. Stress of studies now coming. Im studying but im lazy to sort my files lar. Basket lor. Want me sort out when i totally no mood. Then somemore its like i rather hear than copying down notes now. I copy notes = Drawing graffitti. =.=" All my worksheet now all got words sia. Diaox. Mr Sum saw my table and asked me. How u study with so much graffitti. Then he asked me go find a solution. But i wont be throwing away the cover. I will be putting there. That is my reflection cover or whatever larh. LOL. After Ss we still hadd physics lesson. I and weixiong decided to go cold storage to settle drinks. LOL. It was a little siaox lor. We waited for that damn bus. And it doesnt come. Until 1:40 then come. Reach cold storage at 1:45 lors. OMG. Then i and bear was like. Quickly buy quickly zhao lor. Buy finish actually wanna go take taxi de. But in the end never. Cuz no taxi mahx. Then we chat and walk then suddenly realised we reach school le. Was damn sweaty. Mrs Chia nv said anything. Phew. =) Thank god. I tot i was getting a scolding from her. But lucky she never give. After the physics. Went to simpang eat prata. Diaox. Dont wanna go de. But in the end still go cuz haven eat mahx. WaHahax. Tiredd bodoh. Dunno why nowadays wanna slp for longer. But at niatx cant sleep. Diaox. Im sick? Anyway having recover yet sia. =( Waiting. Slowly For it to recover lor. Haix.

People. Dont tell me things anymore. I mean like. Wad problem u haf. Wads happening to the class and so on. Im a little sick of it. My class is going crazy and i haf personal problems. I need to sort out a bit before doing anything now. Cuz my head is very heavy this few days. Im dizzy nowadays le. Weak now. =) Considerate hor. Thanks kaes. Need song just ask from me. =) I got a lot. Hmmph. Everything is in a mess inside my brain. I guess. Everything shall be sorted now. tAkE cArEz.

Nlyg.<3

8:50 AM

Y Monday, July 11, 2005

Tired man today. Wei jie come my house at 11. My cousin came b4 him a little. Oh my. We were having a good time bahx.. LOL. Weijie use my com upload his 20gb Mp3. Basket lor. So big siax. Then used me computer to play maplestory. Diaox. =.="
Extremely tired today. Im screwing up myself man. I dont have the english worksheet larh. DAMN. How to do. TELL ME. Siaox liaox larhx bodoh. Hear all my 200+ music today. LOL. Was madd larh today. My form or touch for cs is gone after this illness came. And this illness hasnt been recovering yet. Sick and tiredd larh. If tomorrow still got taf. I more sehh siaxx.. Whalan. Dont Look At Me By Staccie Orrico is nice yah.! =)

Im not caring about people say anymore. And hope nobody who say anything anymore. =) SmiLeZ. Im walking as fast as i cld now. Guess I know something. Theres no hope for me. =) Everlasting is better than a shorter part of time. Everything is just a part of destiny. =) WaHahax. Going crazyy soon. tCz.

Nlyg.<3

12:32 PM

Y Sunday, July 10, 2005

I know my previous post is a little over. But. Thats how i feel in my heart. For so long le. Hais. Enough is enough. I've heard enough of you. Im stressed out because of memories. Why why why. I dont wanna leave. DO YOU WANT ME TO LEAVE SO MUCH? IZZIT. TELL ME STRAIGHT AT MY FACE IF YOU WANT. THEN I WILL LEAVE. Im stressed out with illness studies cca life. My cca. My competition is coming. And im still so sick. What do u expect. illness. One week le. My cough is still very badd. Dizzy still occasionally. But the problem is i sweat damn a lot k. I didnt rest a lot this few days or niatx. I dont even haf the mood to sleep kaes. I talk i wld haf someone to accompany me to talk to or cure my boredness. =) I wont haix or something anymore. Its killing me anyway. =) Smiles.

Whatever i typed there is a lie. Dont believe it. Dont think of anybody who told me tt. Cuz i told them myself. Does that satisfy the answer. =p Smile kaes. No matter wad. I wld be with you de.

Nlyg.<3

2:42 PM

Y Saturday, July 09, 2005

Fcuk everything in life. Im sick of it. Izzit because now im sick and u all are taking the oppturnity to climb over my head? Monday. Im definitely pissed off with things i heard from people. Backstab me behind my back? People scold u nia. You make it big. Call people. Think u big izzit. I tell u. No matter how many people. I not scared of you at all. Fcuker. I canot take actor man. Im sick and tired of people scolding me this and that. No happy with the class? You settle with us la. Talk so much nia. Use some action lehx. Even i sick i also can wait for u one. Test each of us patience? Fun? Nice? Scold us. FUN? NICE? I let u all call me names. But u all take advantage of it and climb up on my head. Lidat. Wad can u expect me to do. I dont wanna move my fist or wad man.

Heard things that I aint wanna hear. Memories are like nightmare. Im having nightmare now. Not anything that is good. The more i think. The more i got heartbroken. I dont wanna think of it anymore. But how? I wanted ask myself a question. How to build a bridge to cross when you doesnt have anything? When yourr hurt. Im hurt but you dint know kaes. Wanted to rest as i was sick. My sick has been for 4 days already. I think by next week. It will be cured. Hope so larh. Im just thinking. Really thinking. Whether everything you told me is the truth. Not things that is playing with me. Everybody is asking me the same question. " Vinc, why are u still holding on. If it was me. I had give up already. Shes really one..." What can i sae. I gave up on u. But it once again came back becuz of the memories that someone suddenly remind me of. I went heartbroken. Ytd. You called me. Woke me up from my dreams. And i couldnt sleep after that. I was waiting for ur call. NOT a single message came into my hp. What is this. Msn. 8pm I typed to you. 9pm u offline. YOU DINT EVEN SAE A BYE TO ME. What is this? Are u treating me like dirt or something? When u need me u come to me. When u dont need me. You kick me away like a ragged doll. Izzit? Im hurt and thus disappointed. If IM WRONG CORRECT ME PLS.

blarddy sick.

Nlyg.<3

12:00 PM

Y Friday, July 08, 2005

Haish. Memories hurt. I am back to my original wae. I have to rewalk again. Im really tired. Heart pain again. Why why why. Why remind of the past. I just dont wanna think of the past. Haix.

Lazy to type a lot. Im sick of it. =.="

Nlyg.<3

10:19 AM

Today isnt a good day man. I just dont like it at all larhs. So very wadd lors. I dont wanna scold vulgar le. Scold until i also sick already. ArGh. I so sick le. Still go back school. Cuz have to catch up on my maths. What siax. Then tease me somemore. You all enough le horz. Just to come to school. I sweat like siao le. Very pekchek lor. Say more things about me la. Enough le hor. Everybody has a certain level of patience. See la. I sick nia. Climb over my head le hor? Fun arhx. Izzit? Im sick of this kaes. Im really sick of this. Im dizzy the whole day and the sight of everybody just piss me off. I tell you. Test my patience more. Im not gonna say sorrix le. Remember. Dont think even girls i dont beat. Make me blow up like volcano. Eat my fist. - P553d -

SICK AND TIRED OF THIS. IM HAVING A BAD HEADACHE MORE AND MORE.
WHAT DO YOU ALL WANT ME TO DO. I JUZ WANNA RECOVER AND COME BACK TO SCHOOL. FCUKED UP PEEPS. YOU ALL PISS ME MAN.

Nlyg.<3

6:39 AM

Y Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Recovered 50% already.`
My head is still so dizzy.`
Im like a drunkard.`
WaHahax.`
2 Days nv go school.`
My hand like jelly lidat now.`
I cant even focus.`
Siaox liaox larhx.`
Go school.`
So many thing to catch up.`
Dont even think can make it.`
Not gonna blog long today.`
Dizzy le larhx.`

Nlyg.<3

7:32 PM

Sick.`
No mood to post sia.`
My head is dizzy.`
Office said i have high fever.`
But when i reach the clinic they say only 36.9=.="
Running nose.`
I canot sneeze.`
Once I sneeze.`
All the mucus come out.`
Damn disgusting.`
Cough.`
Affecting my sleep.`
I cant lie 180 degree flat.`
Or I will cough the whole night.`
Not a lot of people know i got sent home horz.`
=D
What can i do?
Lvl26 Maplestory.`
The more i play.
The more i feel sian.`
So many medicine to eat also.`
Who are u man.`
What are u up to`
If i really know who u r.`
Ur in deep shit.`
Fcuker.`
Now im sick.`
Badly sick.`
So after i recover.
I will investigate.`
sOaB.
fcUkEd.
oFf.

Nlyg.<3

9:40 AM

Y Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Haish. Wtf. =( This is a bad day for me i suppose? Why why why. =D Im so sick today and i saw things which i aint suppose to see. When I woke up today. I got soar throat and slight headache. I dont even feeling good today and i still went out to play soccers with friends as they are my friends. =D WaHahax. Hmmph. Dont feel like going school le. =) So tiredd liaoxx. LOL.

Maple Maple Maple. Lvl 25 In 2 Weeks, Abit Zai Horz. =D
Things goes well for my maple. But not for my real life.
Why are things so stucked up now.
Sick of it lehx.
Anything. Just admit it.
Diaox.
Come on larh.
This thing is insulting me leh.
What u all want?
What have i done.
Coughing while typing a sentence.
Im suffering yet u all did this to me.
Im sure i know u.
Or else u shouldnt have know me k.
FCUKED OFF.

Nlyg.<3

8:42 AM

Y Sunday, July 03, 2005

Hmmph. Tiredd. Came back from the 40 hours Forum. Not considered very badd. Becuz of that break. We had mac to eat. =D We ate damn a lot. Although one serving eachh. Kinda boredd hearing speeches. But saw quite a few chio bu. =D Nice Nice. But all so old. Older than us. LOL.

Oh. I see. I dint know. You all hadd a deall. I thoughtt he was acttingg all the wayy. Haishh. Misunderstandingg againn. I dont know whyy. Whyy must things fall too become lidatt. Diaoxx. You all horx. LOL.

Dint know so much thing until i messaged u today. =D WaHahax. I see i see. Trust me. Thanks.^^ im grateful ur waiting for me. =D. I cant wait to see gar gar and dada. =D LOL. I will end here kaes. Every problem u haf = to the problem i haf. Smilez and i will be with u forever. =D Siblingz forever.

Nlyg.<3

2:06 PM

Y Saturday, July 02, 2005

Everything just dont seemed to be in the right track. Why. Why. Why. WaHahax. You just pissed me off brother. Nb. Dont think i always give way give way then u can climb over my head hor. KZ. NNB. Fun arhx. Say me until like fuk lidat. I having a great time mehx. Treat u like a fren. You treat me like trash. Damn shit. You were xl before even this. Damn u. Dont let me see ur face. FUCKER.//

Mapling everyday. =) Anybody hu is playing add me kaes.. 5t4r5 . abit gay hor. Haish. Tomorrow have to go woodland donno why. Becuz of the supporting. If never go. I paiseh sia. Haish. No choice larh. Have to go lor. But u dint go. =( Anyway. Smilezx. =D

My blog is getting shorter and shorter. Never planned of making it long le. Short and sweet is the wordd. Hmmph. Tml got audition iSsit? WaHahax. All the best kaes. Hope you can go thru. :x Hmmph. Anyway. Aug13 Is coming. One month time. Then hope everything will go smoothly once again like last yr. =p Btw, i heard things concerning you from somebody. Ur attitude and academic arhx. Buck up hor. Worrying you more than giving up. But finishing le. I think i will take another 2 weeks More! WaHahax.

To my friends, brothers, sisters : Thank you for ur concern and im alrite. =) Smile kaes. Im having nothing wrong now. Im just trying to adjust my lifestyle a little. Gosh. Am I letting you all worry? Im nothing wrong kaes. Thank you Lifang for explaining so many things. WaHahax. Thank You all my frens. <3>

Nlyg.<3

2:34 PM

Y Friday, July 01, 2005

Im in love with red colour.=) Yesterday. I dreamt of you. I was holding your hand so tightly. I just dont wanna let u go. It seemed so real. I almost thought that it really happen. Hmmph. I feel quite.. Sad. The dream was like.. I was holding your hand no matter what i do. I really miss you lots. =) Im on the verge of give up le.
Maple Maple Maple. U rocks. =)

Nlyg.<3

1:25 PM