Everything seemed to be the same. Im no longer confused or wad. I treat these few days as nothing happen. I knew things that i dint want to know. I knew. I shouldnt have known. I dont wanna know it too. Acting in front of me is useless. U love her. But i dunno if she love u a not. Its complicated. Why leave her if u still love her. Why ignore if u still love her. True love doesnt come and go easily. She is ur true love. I've seen too many people regretting. Regretting of the choices they made. You will regret too. I know. Nobody is the busybody or whatever. We are not even together. We are fated to be just close siblings. Hmmph. Talking to u just sooths my mind. The loads in my mind was absolutely alot. Every since i talk to you. It has lessen a lot. Thank You. =) Loving you is the 1st. Studying is second. Izzit? I've seen people failing to maintain their relationship. I've seen people maintaining their relationship. There is so many emotions in them. So many. That nobody knows what may happen the next day. All I want is you. Everyone told me not to continue. I aint continuing. If what i known is correct. Im really giving up. But theres really something. Something that makes me carry on. Im confused. Im sad. Im madd. Hmmph. I dunno what to say. I dont even know why i typed this. I trust u. I know sometimes. I used the wrong words. Cuz i aint noticed the words. Sorry. Am i stubborn. People tell me. I am very stubborn. But what can i do. Dont feel like typing le. NOT SAYING ABOUT ANYBODY*