Y Saturday, July 09, 2005
Fcuk everything in life. Im sick of it. Izzit because now im sick and u all are taking the oppturnity to climb over my head? Monday. Im definitely pissed off with things i heard from people. Backstab me behind my back? People scold u nia. You make it big. Call people. Think u big izzit. I tell u. No matter how many people. I not scared of you at all. Fcuker. I canot take actor man. Im sick and tired of people scolding me this and that. No happy with the class? You settle with us la. Talk so much nia. Use some action lehx. Even i sick i also can wait for u one. Test each of us patience? Fun? Nice? Scold us. FUN? NICE? I let u all call me names. But u all take advantage of it and climb up on my head. Lidat. Wad can u expect me to do. I dont wanna move my fist or wad man.
Heard things that I aint wanna hear. Memories are like nightmare. Im having nightmare now. Not anything that is good. The more i think. The more i got heartbroken. I dont wanna think of it anymore. But how? I wanted ask myself a question. How to build a bridge to cross when you doesnt have anything? When yourr hurt. Im hurt but you dint know kaes. Wanted to rest as i was sick. My sick has been for 4 days already. I think by next week. It will be cured. Hope so larh. Im just thinking. Really thinking. Whether everything you told me is the truth. Not things that is playing with me. Everybody is asking me the same question. " Vinc, why are u still holding on. If it was me. I had give up already. Shes really one..." What can i sae. I gave up on u. But it once again came back becuz of the memories that someone suddenly remind me of. I went heartbroken. Ytd. You called me. Woke me up from my dreams. And i couldnt sleep after that. I was waiting for ur call. NOT a single message came into my hp. What is this. Msn. 8pm I typed to you. 9pm u offline. YOU DINT EVEN SAE A BYE TO ME. What is this? Are u treating me like dirt or something? When u need me u come to me. When u dont need me. You kick me away like a ragged doll. Izzit? Im hurt and thus disappointed. If IM WRONG CORRECT ME PLS.
blarddy sick.