Hmmph. This post should be a little blurish.` Cuz i just finish my alcohol.// Your story. Thanks for telling me. I appreciate. It was nice yet sadd. It was beautiful yet tragic. What is urs will be urs. What aint urs. No matter how hard u try. It wont be yours. That goes to the same thing as me. No matter how much i dream. How much i fight. I wont get it. I wont. Hearing your story. I wasnt jealous. In fact. I felt sad for u. I donno why. Whenever i heard things about u and someone. I would be jealous. This time. I was sad for u. How much you tried editing you ending. It will still lead to the same ending. I tried changing the ending. But yet. It still remains the same. I cant do anything about it. I wanted to stop everything. But i couldnt. I dont wanna stop. I dont know why. Im foolish. Im mad. Im sarcastic. Im happy. Im angry. Im hurt. Im sad. Im irritated. I dunno. Thats so muchh. I know. In my heart. v0dKa cOuLd. dIssolve all my sadness. All the sad thingz. I never ever wanted to use alcohol. But no choice. =) At least its nt worse than smokin man. Tired. Everyday tired. Not because of things happening around me. Why. Why. Why. People dont believe I study. I just really dont believe. This is absoultely crap. Everybody said the same things to me. Im smart. Its just that im lazy. I have the talent to go to jc. But i just let it slip pass. I dunno why. U people said that. Hurt me. You all dont understand my heart. What can i do. I cant say anything. I cant protest. Hmmph. Next thing. I hated that fucking actor. Act so much. Steal wad thing. bhb sia. I dont wanna say anything. I just dont wanna say. If i say. Both of us werent happy. Damn shit. I never disturb u. Yet u disturb me. You better dont test me. Cuz the consequences aint good. Gerald. Congratz. =D Must teach u how to talk izzit. Alamak. =) Hope you 2 last. Forever love. =) Its time to think for my own. Whether sshould love or nt to love. Im stuck. Seriously stuck. Im tiredd. Guess im a bit drunk now. But my mind is still clear. Nights.