how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Time to blog. =)
Hmm.
Not really a good day for me.
Things are happening bad for me i guess.
I hate people accusing people.
Yet in the end they did it.
Not me.
Extremely disappointing.
Shall not interpret more on this.
No comments.
=/

Sorry people.
Guess im using a bright colour now
So hard to see for me.
Such an eyesore man.
Dots.
=)
But at least its not that bad now right?
Hee.

Exams are around the corner.
Really left only 2 weeks le.
Preparing to give my best shot on every single exam.
=/
Tired.
Stress.
But im going on.
=)
I must see all my friends next year.
I aint wanna lose them.
But whenever i think of failing english.;
My heart began pumping fast.
Im tryin not to fail it.
If i pass my english.
Im gonna push my english all the way already.
Just hope everything is all right.
=/

Ooooh!
Tomorrow spotcheck for hair.
w0w.
=)
Everybody please remember to keep a proper grooming!
=/
Guess i may end now bah.
Cuz i cant use computer.
But im secretly using it now.
Nights!~

Everything will just be alright i guess.
Hope nothing could screw me.
Or found out me weak points to screw me up.
For goodness sake.
Friends are wad we have.
And we cant trust a friend too much.
Cuz you dint know when he/she will betray u.
Hmm..

Nlyg.<3

3:30 PM

Y Saturday, September 24, 2005

Friends. =)
Finally I Chose To Blog.
Cuz I Have The Mood TOday.
=/

Being tired of playing soccer just now.
I worsen my blister. =(
Its spreading cuz i continuing running.
I dont want to affect it but no choice.
Its for the teamspirit.
And my right leg just recovered.
Sorry guys.
I disappoint u all.

Yesterday.
Was a nice day.
8pm.
We were supposed to meet at Blk85 market.
But.
In the end.
Bear was at kopitiam waiting for people.
Andy was at home.
So i asked Andy to rush over.
Jj came my house.
He wanted to make his mp3.
o.O"
While we were making halfway.
Bear came with Melissa.
dots lor.
My house was like so messy.
Gosh.
And they just came in.
I was shocked to death for goodness sake.
So..
Andy called me.
And I went down with bear and melissa.
Jj dint want to go.
So we went down meet Andy.
Andy was stunned to see her.
Lolz.
=.="

So i and andy cycle.
Melissa and bear walk.
We cycle too fast and wanted to find them.
In the end.
They reached there earlier then us.
=.="
Found a seat there and bear began to think something.
=.="
oH my.
Stupid isnt it.
We were suppose to eat and he was guessing things.
Ordered 2 barbecued stingray.
Bear ate 1.
I and Andy shared.
Talking and eating at the same time.
We began to joke joke and joke.
We finished the thing.
And we still sat there.
=.="
Joking and joking.
Den suddenly i had stomachache.
=.="
Stupid sia.
Den make me go toilet lahz.
Came back.
Heard some bad news from bear.
Began discussing and thinking wad to do.
o.O"
In the end.
We dint thinkk of anything.
As Melissa dint eat anythign just now.
She wanted chicken wing.
So no choice.
We accompany her eat lor.
Dint know.
She had quite an appetite too.
While she asked us to eat.
She was still eating.
Hmm.
Never judge someone by its cover.
=)

After finish the wings.
We began to become bored.
So we used a plastic cup.
Add the chicken wing chilli sauce in.
And we realised it looks like CARROT juice.
Den add tissue in to make it more realistic.
Bear began playing with it.
So funny.
We took photos.
And video.
GOSH LOR.
So darn funny to the core.
Everybody laugh until throat also pain.
=)
We had fun.
Cheers!~

Andy came my house.
met Ken at void deck.
And realised something.
I went out for 3 hours.
=.="
I was supposed to go home by 9.
But i reach home at 12.
Lolz.
No comments.
So reach my house.
Played ps2.
Then my hp ringed.
Stupid shit.
Then my mother woke up.
And ask me to ask Andy and Ken go home.
Cuz tml got tuition.
So played the last round of game.
Everyone gathered in the room.
So darn funny.
Ken and Andy played wrestling.
Laugh until stomach gonna burst.

In the very end.
I tired until canot le.
Den i boom.
Den after that i dint know what happened.
But morning.
When i woke up.
Andy's sleeping posture just seemed so NICE.
Funny to the core.
When i woke up.
jj msg me if he cld come my house.
=/
I said anything and he came.
Played ps2 for a while again.
Then went to 58 market eat.
Eat le.
Everyone was suppposed to come my house study.
Hmm.
But my tuition dont allow.
Nvm bahx.
=)
Sianned to the core.
Thank god my teacher knew who is jiajun.
=)
Then he accompanied me til the end.
Den we played soccer lor.
Now.
Im saitting in front of comp lor.
=/

I just dont understand things.
I dont want to say anything.
We seemed to be alike.
but nowadays our communioncation is simple too little.
No comments.
Shall not say anything.
WE aint the same anymore bah.
Nights.

Nlyg.<3

7:45 PM

Y Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Hmmph.
Changed my blogskin for fun.
Hais.
=)
Extremely tired this few days.
I dont know why.
Maybe too stress in school works bah.
=)

Oooh.
Homework piling like nobody's business.
I needa rush my homework le.
Geography.
Chinese.
LoLz.
=x
Chamx Bodoh.
Hmmph.

People asked me.
Vinc.
Aint you sad what had happen?
I smiled.
And told them.
Im alright.
=)

I got so many things to think about now.
I dunno what to say man.
Arghh.
Im in a middle of a war.
Im not helping either of them.
Cuz if i help either of them.
Its not a fair thing already.
=)
Im not caring so much already.
Im sick of messaging already.
=/
Lolz.
Wonder why
People cld mesage whole day.
but i just couldnt.
Lolz.

Everyday is like a party.
Everyone came my house play play play.
=)
Lolz.
Im tired already.
Maybe my house needa break too.
Hmm.
Lightning.
Rain.
Just now.
So nice.
I just love the weather.
=/

Dont want to type so long le.
Nights.
=)

Nlyg.<3

9:39 PM

Y Saturday, September 17, 2005

Blogging now.
Lolz.
3Am.
Sianned le.
So lai blog lor.
Andy and Ken at my house.
Playing ps2 now.
Lolz.
Damn diaos lor.

Today sucked to the core.
I just dont believe any shit anymore.
Lolz.
=/
I dint want to know.
And I already expected that answer to appear.
So no comments le.
I keep quiet.

Singing Competition.
Forget it lahz.
I suck man.
Sing until like shit lor.
But.
All of us tried our best!
Cheers*
No matter what the results ar.
WE ROCK!
=)
Bear.
Stop blaming urself.
You tried ur best.
And the mic is down once again.
=)

Im dejected?
Think quite a lot of people know le.
I dont want to know anyway.
But i think i know who.
But im not sure.
I dont really care lots.
I dont know what to do.
Ignore?
Avoid?
I dont know.
Forget it lahz.
I dont know what to do.
Or even react.
Fcuk Up Life.
I know le.

Nlyg.<3

3:08 AM

Y Thursday, September 15, 2005

Since got people asked me to blog.
Then i blog lor.
=/
Hmmph.
Bad day.
I dont like today at all.
My sensitive nose affect a lot of things.
Under stress.
Everything.
Disappointed.

Ken.Andy.YiZhao.Bear.Jj
Came my house.
While we went to go have our lunch.
Jj's shoe got hidden by the rest.
He went back to search
And met a crazy guy.
LOL.
He called me for help.
No choice lor.
Went back to help him.
Brothers.
=/
Went back.
He was scaredd like a mouse man.
LOL.
Helpedd him.
NO choice.
Found his shoe.
And i dint find the mad guy.
So went to meet up the rest.
Have our lunch and kept playing.
=/
Nothing muchh lahz.
Usual game.
WE played league.
Final.
Me and Yi Zhao.
Lolz.
Lost by penalty.
5-4.
Lolz.
Good game anyway.
So tiredd le.
Helped Joyce to download her -1.
Later helping other ppl find too.
Fcuking Irritated.
No choice.
Friends mah.

I Saw A Shadow Beside Me At First.
But.
It just Disappear Within My Sight Forever.
Izzit you?
=)
I dont dare dream much.
You are the shadow.
You are with me forever.
But not together.
You accompany me to walk the darkness path.
But not forever.
Izzit?

Nlyg.<3

6:59 PM

Y Saturday, September 10, 2005

Worry Worry Worry.
Lolz.
Nice day today.
Was very bored at home.
In the end.
Jj called me.
Asked if i wanted to go out.
So go out lor.
Gerald was asked out too.
We 3 wore Jeans out.
I hated Jeans.
Lolz.
Sianned.

Met at Tanah Merah Mrt.
Took MRT there.
Den Jj told us Mellisa they all was there.
Den I and Gerald was like..
Diaos?
For wad siax ask us go..
He told us he wanted to get a pair of wedding bear for his sister.
=)
Reached there.
Started shopping.
Was like going to precious thoughts first.
TM mahx.
Obvious that shop first.
Saw them.
$20.
Cheap.
=)
Cuz they rest of the shop we went later..
One for 69.90
Den one pair = 139.90
Lolz.
Too much money also not lidat spend.
Hahahha.

Went to the arcade as usual.
Played a few rounds of daytona.
Sianned.
=/
Keep playin that.
Im getting bored seriously.
Hahahaha.
No kick le.

Shop shop shop.
Saw a damn nice billadong hp strap.
$12.90
Considering to buy.
Savin money bah.
Not going to touch my two " blue " notes.
=)
That one..
For other purposes.
=/

Played "Hide and Seek".
Was ultra bo liaox.
Mellisa's group doesnt want us to find them.
Then we played it.
I was the proness" Lolz.
THey tell me where they are doing.
I know le.
=) We caught them.
Then,
They left.
We played again.
Sianned.
So bored.
Then in the end said all stop playing.
Then suddenly they say continue to play.
They were only above us.
=.="
They go out one shop.
My eyes caught them.
DumB.
Never ever mess with a " shAdOw. "

So.
Decided to went to Mac and haf a rest.
Rita left.
So left 2 of them came to us.
Sat down.
And Gerald's purpose of going was to buy clothes.
So we went back to search for the " CHOSEN " one.
They 2 girls got lobang.
So we follow lor.
In the end go " Surf And Ski. "
Dots.

Bear came as such a stupid time.
Come = Like never come lidat,.
So bo liaox.
He told me by 5 he will reach.
But he came at 6.
Diaos.
NO comments bodoh.
Hais.
I dont want say much.
=)

Hais.
I realised.
I dont dare to look at you when i talk to you.
But to other girls.
I dare.
Why.
Izzit because i have no more courage to go for it.
Or the confidence level is very low already.
Im confused.
Depressed.
Worried.

Nlyg.<3

1:42 AM

Y Friday, September 09, 2005

Dont feel good.
Dont feel well.
Im sick.
Im feeling headache.
Im troubled.
Im confused.
Im guilty.
Im hurt.

Spent 10 bucks on taxi today.
Was late when i met joyce at the interchange.
We still took our own sweet time waiting for the bus.
We were later for 20 mins.
When we reach.
Everyone just left.
So no choice but to take taxi.
Just nice.
Mercedes Taxi.
=)
Wahahaax.
I calculated.
I estimated we were 3 mins late.
Think so bah.
=/

When we reach there.
They reached too.
Wore tie and register.
Went in to wait for event to start.
Was like so sianned.
Dreaming.
Listening to hp de songs.
=/
Got sweet.
Finish it within 15 minutes.
Very tired.
Was like blur blur.

Event started.
So sianned.
Starting the stupid speeches.
Almost fell asleep.
Den we were called to go down.
Lined up to receive price.
Tiredd.
My fringe long.
Was scaredd that the GOH not happy.
Lolz.
NO comments.

After everything.
REFRESHMENT.
All rush like mad arses.
=)
So nice siax drumsticks.
Rush a lot man.
=)
Den took a bus back school.
Went home.
Simple and easy.
=/
Andy came my house.
We played ps2.
Until 8.30pm.
Went down with him to eat dinner.
Nicee.
!!!

Why did u jus send me that.
Did i make u feel guilty or so?
I felt very bad.
Why.
You treat me bad.
You couldnt treat me good.
I can understand.
I couldnt bear to see u being sad.
You were so pissed off and angry when discussing things.
Hais.
Helpless me.
=(
Ending here.

5h4d0w5t4rZ.
Feeling extremely guilty.
Confused.
Hurt.
Running Away From Reality*

Nlyg.<3

12:37 AM

Y Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Tiring day today.
Too long no blog man.
Its becoming cold already.
Lolz.
=)
Time to blog some things.

For Monday.
Got chemistry lesson.
Hmmph.
Woke up from my alarm as usual.
Receive call from Gerald.
Asking me to meet at Tanah Merah.
Hmmph.
Brought my Hp and mp3 along in case sianzations.
=/
Met him there.
Saw Nicholas Huang.
Then came along Jeric.
They was waiting for Kang Jie.
We was waiting for JiaJun.
We waited for 15 Minutes.
And both dint appear.
So we decided to start walking.
While walking saw 3C peeps walking to MRT.
Said hi to them and continue walking.
Reached the school.
Took the lift secretly.
=/
Hope we dont get caught.

Reach Music room.
Heard from peeps that Mr Sum gonna check.
All panicked like mad people.
Lolz.
In the end we dint care much.
And went for the lesson.
As usual.
Chemistry is the subject I love.
=)
I just love it.
I cant learn Physics as well as Chem bahx.
Thats why i want to be a chemist!
=/

After lesson.
A group of people.
2 group of boys one group of girls.
We went to tm.
Splitted into 3 Taxis.
=/
My group and Jeric's group gotten the taxi.
The girl was a bit later though.
=)
Went for a hair cut.
Now my hair is shorter cuz i trimmed.
But now can spike.
At least.
=)
I layered the back hair.
Hope its ok.
=/

Everything is back to normal.
I want a new hp.
=)
Now everything depends on my results.
I really wish to get it good.
Stress*
=/
New phone.. New phone!

Hmmph.
Resting resting resting.
I wanna rush studies.
My computer virus getting worse.
=(
I dont care le.
Now play play play.
I wanna GO OUT.
But dont know where to go.
Thats why im stucked at home.

Injured my toe.
Todays football was extremely rough.
Pushing.Pulling.Tripping.
What the hell.
The heat is so scorching that the friction caused my skin too burn.
Blood oozing out like mad.
Dammit.
I got a bruise on my right knee.
I dint have enough fun.
But the pain is killing me.
I could still run.
My speed is abit slow nowadays.
Lack of exercising.
Fat le lor.
Sianned.
=.="

Break me apart.
What should i do now.
Confused.*

Nlyg.<3

11:39 PM

Y Friday, September 02, 2005

Hmmph.
Very Very Tired Now.
Had fun man.
=)
Bear brother.
=)
Had fun ehh.
Come my house = no worries.
Hahaha.
Something bad happens in school.
Why does two good friend quarrel for just a girl.
Hais.
I dint know what happen.
Dont wished to know either.
Hope they are already bah. =)
SmiLez.

I,Jj,Bear,Gerald.
Waited for taxi.
Stupid taxi.
We wait damn long man.
45 Mins.
We Jay walked all the way.
Dont even care.
Until just nice.
A taxi came.
And the rain just keep coming down.
Scarryyy.
Kinda cold.
Reached my house nearby.
Got down.
Went to a provision shop.
Running like madd.
Cuz its raining cats and dogs.
Went in the shop.
And just realised.
We were supposed to order pizza.
Den we just went in bought a few drinks.
Ran back to my house void deck.
So fun.
I love to play in the rain man.
Hahaha.
Reached my home.
On My Ps2.
My Comp.
Marathon once again.
LOL.
Jj socks is forever smelly.
=.="
Cant take it seriously.

After resting awhile.
Went to order pizza.
First called Pizza Hut.
They said that the delivery will be VERY slow.
Then in the end we called Canadian Pizza.
=)
Order an extra large and get another free.
=)
Nice.
Ordered Hawaiian and Chicken Fajitas.
We dint know it was damn big.
Until it was delivered to my house.
Everybody stunned.
But no choice.
Order le.
$34.90
Paid.
All began gorging the food.
So delicious.
Everyone was mad.
Cuz its like.
We dint eat for a month?
LOL.
Eat eat eat.
Eat le.
Finally get the energy.
Played soccer game in ps2.
Win Jj 4 straight games.
Win bear 1 game.
Dint play with Gerald.
Den we played Burnout.
We are like madd guys.
Laughing like crazy idiots.
Thank god nobody complained.
We screwed up the game lor.
Everybody knocked here and there.
Fun!
Den played my computer.
Our Cs Nick.
DAMN funny.
Can laugh until drop to floor.
" I aM bedOk taO kOh jiA jUn. aM i zaI? "
LMAO.
We were like laughing and playing.
Then changed nick to.
JiAjUn l0v3 MelLisA.
Lolz.
Den he whacked us up.
Fun!
jj was a borned noob in that game.
Even me. bear. gerald could kill.
except him.
He killed one.
We already kill 3 or 4 lor.
DIAO.

Played played played.
Laugh Laugh Laugh.
5.30 le.
All go home.
I finally can rest for a while.
So tiring ehh.

Changed my nick in msn.
Couldnt find a suitable one.
Guess this maybe the most suitable one bahx.
=)
Hahhaa.
MayBe tHe oNLy tHiNg I c4n d0 iS tO sEe u waLk aWaY-"
=)
This suit me the best.

I went into the finals for the singing comp.
Was quite stunned to death.
Blahx.
Then today we go see teacher.
Teacher sae still need to choose.
Diao.
I dunno wad song to choose.
I totally seriously no mood to sing.
Im totally disappointed with my studies.
I flunk my Chinese.
Heard from Jj.
I got 20/30 For Emaths.
My English.
60+
I dont care already.
Im stressed up enough.
I dunno why.
I just keep adding stress to myself.
My dad.
He dint really stress me.
Im pushing myself to a maximum that i have never reach.
That makes me so vulgar nowadays.
I dont want to scold.
I promised.
=)
Stopping here.
=)

Nlyg.<3

10:37 PM

Y Thursday, September 01, 2005

Hahx.
Today jusr rox0rz.
Morning.
Woke up.
And realised Pvp was down.
My mother called me.
And took my brother and me to mac.
Reached the mac.
dad was there.
One whole family easting breakfast.
Usually not free mahx all.
Den today everyone free.
After that my father allowed me go play arcade.
Went in and changed $2 credits.
Anyhow play play lor.
Since nothing to do mah.
Play finish.
Jj called me.
And asked if he cld come my house.
I said anything he really came.
Played for one and a half hours.
He left.
My dad msged me.
Ask me to go play bowling.
Hooray!!~~

Fetched us to Downtown bowling alley.
Quite a lot of people.
But we managed to get a lane.
Started playing.
My first round sucked totally.
I totally dont have the feel.
My second round too.
I felt that something really wrong inside me.
Got pissed.
In the end.
My 8th rack 53 points.
My 9th Strike.
My 10th 3 Consecutive strikes.
I was like.
Stunned.
First time get 4 In a round.
Was laughing out my ass.
Thrid round not that bad.
Managed to clinch at least 110.
Den Fourth too.
I got my feel back.
Its time to go play reguarly.
=)
Hahahax.

Now at home le.
Waiting to watch superstar.
Den gotta study le.
=)
Blog until here bahx.

Hmmph?
Someone backstabbed u.
Diaos.
Hais.
Everybody hypocrite one lahz.
Diaos.
I dont hate people for no certain reason.
SmiLez.
Hope kelly will win.
Not kelvin.
=/

Bring me away from the pain.
Can u do it?

Nlyg.<3

7:00 PM