Y Thursday, October 06, 2005
Hahax.
Finally got da chance to use comp.
So decided to blog some things lor.
Since im not feeling good in the inside.
=(
Ever since exams coming.
I've been stressing myself to study.
I pushed myself to study.
Yet once and once.
I studied.
but not a lot.
When exams is tomorrow.
Real stress puts on u.
Heavy loads of pressure land on me.
I suddenly do not know what to do.
I couldn't react over things.
Im stress.
I admit.
because of English.
=(
My friends.
You all are my good friends.
I hated to see u all beating each other.
Fighting over a small matter.
I step out to help.
Salvage problems.
But cant u all think of my feelings.
Im being stressing myself.
Worrying wads gonna happen.
And u all dint even be thankful.
I know one had.
But the rest?
You all think its easy to settle things.
If u all were the one to settle.
Do u all have the ability.
Dammit lahz.
I cant put down all these instantly.
Dammit.
=(
Im not avoiding you.
Its really.
I cant blame anyone.
But fate.
You called me just when i just slept.
Everytime its lidat.
I dont know why.
I cant hear the ringtone.
Its loud.
But I cant.
Do you think i dont urge to talk to you.
I WANTED to talk to you so badly.
Nowadays i dont even dare to say anything.
Or even say HelL0.
2 days ago.
I didnt really sleep.
But.
Then I realise.
My handphone was off.
I can only ASSUME its fate.
I dont wannt say so much.
Hais.
If you think im avoiding you.
So be it le bahx.
Blame everything on me bahx.
I rather get all the blame kaes.
Nights.
Dinner time.
Im fat.
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