Y Thursday, October 27, 2005
very moodless today.
dont know why.
shall not post much.
i dint know the reason.
i dont want to know the reason.
are you dropping?
no.
i dont think so.
my problem.
nobody can settle.
i dont want to share out my burdens.
im so sick of it.
why is my life abit like this.
nevermind.
im used to this bah.
i dont want to see but i kept seeing.
not happy but cant do anything.
im so bloody confused.
things happening to me is strange.
im getting abit step le.
i dont want.
forget it.
not dying hair not piercing.
i want back the old me.
is stress pushing me hard?
i dont know.
people said i blog short.
shall blog long now.
hmm.
what i can do now?
i hated to avoid.
nothing i could do to talk to u.
i just cant talk to u.
im afraid.
very afraid things cropped up.
i usually dared to talk to u.
why because of now.
i cant.
i dunno.
dont want to think anymore.
i think now.
i think later.
it will still be the same.
im sick of this.
i everyday think so much.
acting nothing inside me.
act like i enjoyed life.
act like nothing happen.
mr kamath told me.
my attitude has to change.
i will change.
i promise.
next year will be different i guess.
now i dont strive.
i will strive next year.
temperature taking tml.
yc's chalet?
i dont know.
am i invited?
im still curious?
Lolz.
hope i can go too.
nights.
dont want post le.=/