how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Thursday, November 24, 2005

Suddenly have the mood to blog.
This blog is extremely dead.
Sorry guys.
=/
I knew u all aint here anymore.
Cuz i dint post.
Just felt extremely strange today.

Time passes so fast.
2 weeks or 3 weeks have passed by.
So many things have happen.
I just cant keep so many things.
Just spat them out here loh.
Went to my p6 chalet.
My teacher rented a 4 room chalet.
Was spacious of course.
Was the first few to reach also.
Sharing the chalet with a group of later batch.
All were AHS student.
Stood so lowly there.
Cuz we aint any good schools.
Hmm.
Was quite fun at the first place.
Was like going around the chalet and looking around.
Then while going to the beach.
Saw a arcade there.
went in and play.
Dint spend any cash there. LOL.
Then friends began to come.
More and more came.
So decided to swim lohh.
Swim for quite long bah.
About 2-3 hours.
Then went to help making the fire.
Was like raining or wad.
We were dripping and dripping.
Lol.
Played with the fire.
So fun.
Then after setting the fire.
Went jacuzzi.
Saw something disgusting i guess.
Think so.
My friend told me.
Shall not interpret.
Abit *yellow*
Hmm.
Went to play the slides.
Was like the one in wild wild wet.
But mini version.
The chalet was awesome.
Just simply awesome.
Swam around until 10pm.
Decided to stop.
Friends leaving mahh.
Then the later batch occupy-
the whole living room.
No comments.
So we went to send friends.
And also go buy mac.
Lol.
Walked back.
Began to play Cheat.
Play until 2am.
Lmao.
2am we realised theres a empty space.
And theres a hopscotch there.
So began playin lohh.
Play until 3.40am.
Then we wantedd to say ghost stories.
At 4am.
3/4 slept liaos.
So left a few of us.
Decided to play bridge.
I dont know how at first.
After looking at a few rounds.
Tried my first time.
Then addicted liaos.
From 4am played until 8am.
Everybody woke up.
Then went mac have breakfast.
Then at mac we still played.
LOL.
Go until where.
Play until where.
Lmaos.
Played until we were going home.
Actually went bowling.
One round 4.90.
Siaos.
Dont no choice go home.
Totally dead in the bus.
=)
Just love this chalet.
So meaningful.
I miss it last yr.
And this yr i enjoyed well.
6/2 '02 Forever!=)
=D

Hahaha. One Day one night nia.
I write so long.
Lols.
Hmm.
Nothing happen as usual.
Some jokes.
Doh.
Still got things unsettled in my mind.
Lacking of communication.
Or we are hack caring.
I dont know.
I dont wanna message u.
Cuz i always msg at the wrong time.
My timing totally wrong.
Bleah.
Dont wanna talk about it.
So confused about love.
Shall not talk about love anymore.
Dont want too.
talk about it.
I felt so unsettled.

Nlyg.<3

1:08 AM

Y Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Hmm.
Nice Day Toddayy..
=)
Went to Suntec t0 support our school.
A lot of people went.
Really a lot.
We occupied more than 1/3 of the SEATS.
LOL.
Our school did well.
*Cheers*
Heard tomorrow still have?
Lol.

WCG is starting tomorrow.
All the professionals.
When i was on the way to Suntec.
Saw a lot of foreigners.
With the WCG clothes..
Oh My.
How i Wish One Day i Could Join.
=/
Im still so noob.
An average cs player.
But when u step in the arena.
You felt so...
Honourable.
Proud.
Happy.
Excited.
Fun.

Heard something that I NEVER.
EVER.
Want to hear.
I hate this.
I hate myself.
I hate my confidence.
I hate my logic.
I hate everything.
Broken.
Really shattered.
Dont want to talk about it.
Neither will i tell anyone.
=)
Haha.
If anyone asked.
Thanks for ur concern.
=/

Holidays is coming.
And going very fast.
3 weeks gonna be gone soon.
Very fast.
I cant see.
Wad i did in this hols.
Come on.
I dint do anything.
Tomorrow is bball day.
Brothers.
Bball TimE!

First time with a hairstyle i made myself.
Not that bad.
But very gangster.
Front spike.
Back spike.
I dint even trim my hair.
And it was so nice.
=)
Thank god didnt dye hair.
Or i will die earlier.
Lol.

Went arcade and spent more than 10++.
Dd0txx.
Play initial d until siao.
Lol.
Bear still better than me lol.
Played all sorts of games.

We were at there for abt..
2 hrs?
Or maybe more.
Lol.
After that went out to the playground.
Was so identical to the Kenneth Lim's hse de.
LOL.
Sat at there.
Have a good breathe of fresh air.
And relax.

Behind things.
I shall not say.
We went dinner.!
Lol.
And now im blogging..
After 2 Cs Matches.
2hrs +++
Lol.
Power.
nights!
bball rocks.

Nlyg.<3

12:50 AM

Y Thursday, November 10, 2005

Confused.
Very confused.
Why is life suddenly like that.
Im becoming bored of life.
I dont feel like going for extra lessons.
Lols.
My head hurts.
Everyday 1am-2am sleep.
Wake up 7am-8am
How to survive.
No comments.
Power lohh.
No wonder now i sick.
hahaha.

Two more days.
Joyce ar.
Your bdae.
Yet i haven buy anything.
No mood to go out.
Goshh.
What am i gonna do.
Headache.
Soar Throat.
Flu.
Hais.
=/

Obsessed with maple.
Maple maple maple.
Where r u all?
Im so bored.
Lols.
Im using maple.
As an excuse.
To avoid everything.
Lol.
No comments.

My life's been changing.
Things doesnt go well nowadsy.
Friendship.
Man.
Why do u all always haf to be like that.
Im so stressed alright.
I dont know how to help too.
you all making me die.
Suffocated.
pain.
u all understand?
doubt so.

hais.
no mood le.
until here only.
haven collect report book.
Lols. =)

Nlyg.<3

9:58 PM

Y Sunday, November 06, 2005

Moodless.
Stupid Damien.
I said sorry alright.
I dint meant to hit you.
I wasnt suppose to hit you.
I wanted to hit other provinces.
But i just dint know i attacked you.
And just u shut me off.
Bleah.
Fine.
Pui.

One whole week never blog.
And people scolding me saying i dint blog.
Guess this whole week.
I got to know quite a few new friends.
And things happened.
Bleah.
No mood to go school sia.
Haven even go take my report book.
Im waiting for them to call my parents.
I guess its kinda weak i guess.
Thats what i think also.
Dont want think so much liaox.
Confirm class position 3o+ de.

Bought a new computer.
3.2Ghz.
160Gb.
1Gb Ram.
Can record Tv Programs.
=)
128Mb PciE. Graphic Card.
LOLs.
19 Inch Wide Screen LCD.
WaHahaha.
2299.
Expensive loh.
My dad just bought for me.
I almost burst into tears.
Whenever i wanted to buy things.
He dint really allowed.
Then suddenly.
Yesterday he asked me to go with him to choose comp.
=)
Very touched.
I promised him to pay him 587.
=)
Next year bah.

Tomorrow.
A maths.
Chem.
Ss.
Damnnit.
Dont even feel like going.
Cuz tml my comp coming.
=)
New comp.
New life.
=)
I miss all of you man.
=)

Just felt so strange.
Where are u?
Why dint u message me?
Why aint u online?
Did u went to have a hols?
LOL.
U suddenly became out of reach
Strange.
Miss ya man.
=)
But messaging to Brunei is ex.
=)

Stupidified me.
Stranged me.
Nowadays like having depression.
Depression is bad for health.
Just saw on the tv.
Lols.

My computer is fixed by me!
Thanks kaiwen.
=)
Just cleaned the gfx card.
Then everything is alright.
Thanks brother.
=/

Sec3.
This life.
The year our FUTURE is appearing.
But its also the year when bgr really starts.
Everybody stranded with their family problems also.
Sec3.
People yearn for more freedom.
Quarrels often started because of this.
Overspending on things too.
=/
Guess i became thrifty suddenly.
Keeping money for my own things nowadays.
=)

Jay's Cd is nice.
Ye Que is so like Yi Fu Zhi Ming.
The tempo.
So nice.
=)
w00t.
Not a bad cd after all.

Ge Dou Tian Wang has ended.
Finally.
A very sad serials.
Love Love Love.
Stranded here and there.
Sacrificing everything for their loved ones.
Seeing them happy will make them happy.
No matter what.
They dont care.
They just hated to see the loved one sads.
Even sacrificing one's life.
Its unstoppable.
The love.
The soul of a fighter.
Without the soul.
The fighter cant do anything.
A real champion had sould suportinng.
Hmm.
Just love this show.
Sad.
Agony.
Touched.
Depression.
Happy.
Hilarious.
Romantic.
Everythin in this show.

This show let me understand so many things.
=)
Hahaha.
Guess im stopping here.
just changed mouse.
My new comp wireless keyboard and mouse.
I need to setup my old comp first.
Ciaoz.

Nlyg.<3

4:31 PM