Y Tuesday, January 24, 2006
hmmx. so long never blog le. guess its time to blog bahh. hahahhaa. homework still stacking alot bahh. but slowly clearing and clearing. headache. >.<" sibei jialat nowadays. maybe the maths im doing. i cant rush things nowadays. headache and dizzy gets on so irritating. >.<
bleahh. nowadays m y temper is damn bad. thought about lots of things le. im being a good guy. a kind guy. but nobody knows the problem i have. wth. am i so easily builled and taken advantage. wtf. screwed off and whatsoever.
i have an attitude. i know. i never showed it to people only. and people think that im good to bully and whatsoever. once im really angry. life sux for u all. better dont make me angry. and nowadays the weather is so bad that its making me sleep. not about raining or what. its the place im sitting . . i think so. hack care also. now im concentrating on studies.
i just dont understand. if i dont talk. i seriously will sleep. what u want me do. tell me lahh. not i want to sleep de. when i get sianned all over. i confirm slp de. what can i do. this is what i cant control. what u want me do. i talk i get scolding. if i tell u teachers. would u even care or what? . . . u all just think that we are like slacking slacking. at the dark. we study like a mad ass. no matter how tired. im keeping myself awake. but until i cant stand it. i really needa talk. but i know the concentration will be gone. . .
hack care things. i dont know what to say now.
utterly off.
chinese new year is coming.
and im not feeling well.
common test is coming.
chem test is coming.
nyaa need to hand in. and i think i dont have enuf cip.
OH SHIt.
bleahh.
i dont know.
i dont wanna disappoint anybody bah. =)
nights. =/
i dont know what to say to u.
do i have hope.
i really dont think so.
after u wrote in that message.
im broken into pieces once again.