Hmmx . its been 5 months . and it really seemed like ten years. i shall blog cuz quite a lot of ppl are sayin my blog ish DEAD . so shall take the time now to blog . hmmmx . so many things happen in this 5 months . i dont know how to put it anyways . there has been a mixture of feelings inside this 5 months . desperate. disappointed. stressed . and more . i had happinness . i had sadness . thats what everyone had .
i knew i had already stepped on the wrong step . =)) but i shall run back and walk the right step . =)) im still waiting . one yr and 6 months . right ? x)) everyone said i was dumb . but what can i do . hais . 3 MORE DAYS . my 16th birthday. finally im 16th . so many things i could do now . more freedom i guess . my parents aint so strict anymore sometimes . but i needa know the limits . i love them . X)) so what issit now . my bdae wish ? plenty =)) first one was to give my parents so happiness . =)) next was to have YOU . x)) last one . everlastin happiness . im too heroic to write this man . gosh . ahahas .
mid yr was a total disaster to me . 37 points . i could have just bang the wall and go off dyin. trying to catch up everything i could man . its so bloody hard. i just hope poa would be better . seriously* studying doubly hard for my poa . its to catch up . homeworks stacking . english tomorrow . yet i dint know whats for homework . im going to bang the wall soon . if i cant finish by tomorrow . im gonna be in hell . x))
this holidays just pass too fast . i cant react . its been the 3rd week already . and i just realised . it seems to me that the time had been passing like the speed of light . too exaggerating . but its true . been gaming this few weeks . swiping dragging fastshotting . so many things . now i just realised. how friends are so important . =)) money doesnt matter . its the brotherhood thats matters .
anyways . how am i going to school now . late for an hour . gosh .-.- i wanna die man . yesterday was too fast. my head was swirling . stomach was killing me . poa was abit slacking . as we wasnt concentratng much . but we learnt a new skill . not a bad skill . call categorising . x0 whee . quite effective i guess . important in poa . so we do not have so much burden . i shall stop now . anyways. happy holidays . 3 months to prelim . x))))