this few days were hell to me . not just hell. just make me feel lost in the darkness. i did not know what to do suddenly. everything just popping out suddenly. it just makes me hard to react.
sorry my brother. i know how u feel now. thousand apologies. sad to the core. i should not have done that in the first place. im sorry .
thinking back. i was selfish. i did not go and understand other people's feeling. i just asked people to go out and blah blahs. sowwie sowwie . hais . thinking bad i was an idiot man .
today is just a bad day. i talked so much. but inside me, theres so many things hidden from everyone. i dare not say . i dare not tell. worried.sad.disapointment. no happiness or something. only with some gamer goody goody friends. at least we laughed like mad thats the good thing.
hmmmmmmmm.. went swimming today. was abit moody. so kept swimming and swimming. more than 10 rounds bahhs . last time i can do in continuously. now i cant. sad. abit disappointing again.
had a bathe there and off i went to get dinner, until now, im sitting on the chair in front of my computer. germany italy. what is this . -.- lols. just hoped it draws. x)) SMILE !
i love the picture we took. =x thanks so much my baichi de meis . x)) always scold me baichi. actually u are the one lohhs . x)) hmmmx . yesterday's steamboat was nice. rockon! x)) 3 couples. and 3 bachelor. x)) WHEEEEEE.. hope we gonna have it another time !! these are friends we cherish . x) smilesss. x)) hugsss takecare all . imalright and dont worry. x)