time to blog . wow. the find just suddenly look so nice to me. strange.
this few days were sorta irritating. maybe i dont feel good. maybe i dont want to hear. maybe i just wanna run away. goddammit. cant you stop telling things. about you and her. oh yeahs. i smile to you. but den. deep inside me. u know how pain bo. i just dont wanna mention. but you simply dont understand-
hmmmmmmmmmm. may be a blog that is not updated always. sorry about that. been indulging in some stupid games. but playin with friends. so no choice. im slow in training. because im moodless to train. dammn. tomorrow's o levels lc. hope just can get a full marks. hmmmmmm. have a hunch. that i wont get good marks. bleahhs. nothing to say .
its been so long. so so so so long. thinking back. so many things had happened ! people i like ... things i done ... what mad things happened. those are really memories. hahas. maybe im being abit dramatic. but thats me. who cares about it anyway. i hate being so fierce. goshh . sometimes. i just really wanna release everything out. but i just cant. CANT. WHY. i also dont know . just know that. its painful painful ~!
maybe now its not the time to do this. maybe its the wrong time that everything happened. hmmm. dont care le ~ see how it goes.. hmmmxxx !~
frankie's party was yesterday. so DAMN tired. rushed all our food like mad asses. really tired. it was rather a bloody day for me. just because i go break the ice with the tongs. i cut 5 fingers. fabulous >? x)) out of 10 fingers. 5 injured. while eating spag. i suddenly realised that i bled. then i stared at mel. then she see my hand. den suddenly everybody saw it. i was shocked to hell lohs. den everyone so kanjiong. den i myself stunned there. madness. 5 cuts. 3 out of 5 deep cuts. isn't that bloody day?
after that. continue eating. and the forks i touched.that big piece of ice. all got blood. gOSHHHH. after finishing eating. den went up to bear de room`~ played my NFS with nicky . he got owned. my rx-8 looks like as if it is the king. hahas. maybe im too exaggerating. but who cares. x) after that. all went to bear's top floor de room. played mahjongg. taught joyce and lifang mahjongg. cool ~ not bad. after that i went to play cheat ~ WOOOOOO~ to say the truth . mel is the greatest cheater. omg. she cheats emotionless. den the dumb bear and nick. sometimes so dumb. until everyone laughed. muahaha. x)) after that. i let lifang play. in the end. they said lifang is very honest. LOL. that is like so LOL can. played this 2 games until midnight. then WALKED home. goshhh~~
hahas... next morning got tuition sibei siann de wor. wake up and sitting there like an idiot.
hmmmx. cousin came my house. and played a gundam game. WOOOO~ I GOT DA INTERNATIONAL FOR FFX. finally. im gonna defeat that so-call DARK YOJIMBO. 7 times. overall 30++ million. cool isnt he ? one move of his damage the whole team 99999. Lolz xP
hmmmx. overall. for sunday. i was thinking the whole day. i could not settle down. i dont know why. my mind's being turning and turning. pissed. shall not say anymore. time to sleep.
i give up with no reasons. i know. im weak. since he really seemed to be so close with her. i cant do anything. who knows what will happen i think too much seriously. im slowly letting it goes. sorry brothers. i disappoint you all. x)