how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Saturday, September 30, 2006

time to bloggg !!
okies.
my computer is going haywire again.
nowadays.
problems just pile and pile.
and im lazy to deal with it .
u know it.

why am i always the man .
who .
is always stuck in some stupid situations.
where im suppose to put in some nice words for my friend.
but they think ..
the task is super EASY.
thats what i loathe it most.
i wonder why am i such a good friend.
i exploded just now .
shouting vulgarities on the open.
im like,
pissed.?
forget it .

friendship.
i thought they were precious jewels to me.
precious things.
precious memories.
now i realise.
all of them are just another illusion i guess.
how many good friends i have?
a few only .
xP

love.
i dont know what to explain for it now .
im just so lost.
lost.
im on da verge to ..
fall .
but i dont know .
i thought of many things.
but jealousy is in front .
maybe because of some stupid incident.
bleahhs .

im contented now .
with a jie.dasa0.and 2 meiis .
3 brothers. or maybe 4.
i dont know ?
maybe this is how my life go .
im cursed.
x))

i know what girls want.
but i dont know what i can do .
so stop asking me what to do .
its super irritating.
i can share ur problems.
but not letting u scold me .
i did nothing wrong .
and some people just blasted me off.
said that i flirted with his love.
f that-
i dont know what to say .
commentless.
xP
go slp le.
2am -.-"

Nlyg.<3

2:16 AM

Y Sunday, September 24, 2006

After a month of inactivity.
decided to blog again .
maybe, deep inside my heart ..
there are lotsa things to clear ! xP

ok. yes-
my prelims are bad as usual .
but i improved xPP
maybe thats the good thing.
and maybe thats a bad thing.
o's ! i hope that i could get better than that a lot .
=)) not just a small improvement.
its a very good improvement.

okies.
tiring days nowadays .
what to do .xP
2 mths only .
hmmmm !

people always think that.
when both party like each other.
but afraid to hurt the other party.
they decide to do the first move.
and that is to tell them to give up.
hmmm !
i do not agree so .
maybe because of my surroundings.
most people regrets after they did a certain
decision.
thats why.
i hate to see people with a face of regrettion =X

its the heart that matters.
when u go out with him/her.
u feel happy. safe.
thats the way it should be .
no feeling.
would you all still continue to talk to them ?

and some people.
shouldn't just give up so easily.
JIAYOU.
NOT DIE.
what for being so sad ?
think about them and improve urself.
they canot change for u only .
u have to change urself.
so the love wont go off =))

Nlyg.<3

1:49 PM