how much i want to tell you that i love you. (:

Y Monday, April 30, 2007

lalalala.
what a tiring day today . l0ols .
wl .
really monday blues sias.
slept at 3am woke up at 7.30am .
totally shag can .
so waked up and packed my bag and planned to bring my laptop go. ^^

wl .
den realised. my bag is so damn bloody heavy .
so its like .
carrying gold to school .
not used to it .
blahs .
=/

okays.
so today first 2 hr tutorial iwd.
so its like .
they asked us to planned some crazy ideas sias.
den i just heck care and tell de lecturer.
eh. then shopping centre moving in the highway good a not .
den my team laugh like shit sias.
LOL .
=/

alright . then after that. all the way lectures.
irritating.
damn tiring can .
fed up with it .
so squeesy seat and cant concentrate.
so in the end take out lappie and play.
so bored also.
den when its emaths.
the lecturer suck to da max.
say so fast.
she thinks we yr 2 study sias.
even if got a maths foundation suddenly so chims one also
cmi lahs .
so fed up with teacher. i shouted " eh slower lehs"
den dont know why teacher angry . den i also not happy with her .
l0ols.

so after that. went to do my ckt hwk lohs .
then went home.
at first promised eric say that i wil go dinner .
but in the end my clique dint really go lohs .
so forget it le .
and also damn tired le .
so lying down at home like worm liddat. l0ls .

oh ya. had lunch with scythia people which ended up being separated lahs.
so in the end sat with eric also .
hmmm. so chatted abit and had our lunch lohs .

whee! tomorrow outing.
hope our clique all attending.
games games and more games.
i miss the old things when we laugh like mad. =/
<33s.

nights. damn tired le . long post everydaynow .

and oh ya. serene's song are all kinda oldies! LOL . =/

Nlyg.<3

11:23 PM

Y Sunday, April 29, 2007

hi and once again .
l0ols.
alright . its gonna be may1st soon .
shagg.

the stupid trial caused my whole body to ached quite badly.
totally lost the mood to go out or whatsoever .
was slacking and shagging to da max til about 4pm .
when kz called me and ask me whether if im available to play soccer.
so agreed and they came to my house and borrow bicycles from me ,
alright . so met at void deck and gave them a bike .
went to met ken . then andy .
so kinda slowly , we cycled to ecp lohs .
usual route. victoria. (=
so reached our destination ! the field.
so began to talk to sandeep cuz too long never talk to him .
hes like . hip now or what uh .
got one earhole .
mmm ..
so played with his friends lohs .
i performed like shit i guess.
muscling aching .
and my team still got some teamwork.
and thats kinda cool .
andy scored two.
and hes super high i think .
and i made my first sliding tackle in my life.
i never believe i will do it sias.
but its damn cool .alright .
it feels like , you are fallin down !

alright. so played about .. 1hr+++ .
then changed my shoe back and we cycled to mac.
ate mcflurry. and guess what.
i dint know andy got his mcflurry already .
den i still help him take.
LOL !
so its like .
we got 3 when we ordered 2 .
am i getting lucky ?
or this is my lucky month. and i've missed it alr .
omg . if really missed it . im gonna cry can .

alright . so after eating mcflurry was discussing where to go
to have our dinner .
after thinking damn long.
den we went to ecp de hawker lohs .
=/
i cycled damn fast i guess .
i dont know what was i doing .
and why the hell i will cycle so fast.
so i reached the wakeboarding place like 15 mins or so .
then they were spamming calls on me and ask me where am i .
so met up with them le .
went to the hawker.
very very packed can.
took kinda like 20 mins den can find place.
and the cleaner uncle still refuses to help us clear our table .
totally kinda pekchek lohs .
so we hands-on approach.
diy !
=D

so drank tiger beer with andy and its damn cooling .
maybe the previous weeks i've been kinda heaty.
so feel quite okays ! =D
so after that .
cycled home lohs . =DD

alright .
tml school .
i feel strange when i see u .
i dont know why.
is this infatuation ? hais.
sometimes. i think i thought too much for it .
maybe and just maybe.
we are just friends.
nites.

Nlyg.<3

10:51 PM

errr. hi ?
wow . so long since i blog again .
and now using my lappie to blog.
cool eh .
wahahhas.
= /

alright . got my lappie on friday .
been experimenting whats good and whats not good.
lolls.
alright .

firstly. im gonna say sorry to my friend serene.
made her rush to tp with a cab that cost 8 buxx.
lols.
den in the end,
i forget to tell her that we needa wear shoes.
omg.
den when she wore slippers. i know chams liaos.
haix.
i feel so bad lahs can.
she came less than 20 mins i think .
then she leave le.
she still smiled although .
but i feel very bad to the max.

okays . end =) canoeing trialing sucks to the max lahs can .
went for it .
kinda screwed i guess.
i couldnt even get thru the stamina station .
kinda sad.,
but i bo bian lahs .
=/
den went for a shower and went to kfc with adib shaf yusoff and andy .
so saw people that i dont like de. oops.
but i heck care lahs .
see liaos also sians .
alright .
den talk and learn some malay.
LOL.
adib mantat siOL .
i only know this one for now i guess.
alright .

den went back to bedok view de netball court for football .
met fellow ibt seniors i guess.
at the start.
only 12 ppl i gues.
den after that.
20++ people flooding the court.
was playing defender once again .
but kinda sad. i didnt perform well .
stupid knee. after running the trials all begin to hurt again .
so w/e can .

hmmm .. stopping now ..
im so confused over love now can . =/
stop asking me this and that.
im struggling .
although i know who i like now ,. (:

Nlyg.<3

1:04 AM

Y Thursday, April 26, 2007

okays. finally got time to blog laaaaaaaaaa..
wl. this few days totally shagged to da max lahs can.
my friends from design no school sia.
then the rest of the poly had school .
wl !
quite bad lahs.
dont want to say le .
so its like .
everyday 745am wake up .
830 take bus .
1pm released.
WAHHAHAHHA .

and thats for wed.thurs.fri .
everytime! =D
okays. mon is like 9-5. monday BLUES.
which i hate it damn alot.
den tuesday was 12-5.
so its quite alright for me .
just abit irregular laaa the timetable.
i think i'll be able to cope with it .
okays .
here come the bloody hell part.
lectures SUCK to the core man .
not interesting.
and lecturer doesnt put in effort to make it interesting .
i'll be sleeping if i dont hear my ipod for almost every lectures.
quite fed up with it alr.
its just that i dont want to bring my psp and play can .
=D
okays. so far so good.
lab was abit like shit .
breadboard and so on .
wl .
i see le head pain .
and the bloody teacher.
dont want to teach me the right way also .
everything go thru in class .
ask only go thru .
how to learn like this .
im enthu to learn but teachers seemed to heck care.
quite fed up with it .
dont make me pon school. ^^

alright. joined canoeing.
this sat trial .
doing my best .
i think .
im gonna go for all until i get my cert.
i just love canoeing ever since my sec4 nyaa camp .
^^

with much loves. =D
okays. tml lappie coming .

OMG I LOVE IT . =D

ending here. =)

Nlyg.<3

9:27 PM

Y Monday, April 16, 2007

ahhahs.
sorry for not typing out day2.
cuz went drinking and watching football with friends.
and so .
day2 :

hmmm .. woke up at 6.30..
when we need to fall at 7.20
its like .
cant sleep lah.
at night .
got people talkin about an emo guy .
and laughling like mad .
and guess whaT.
one of them is my cs friend somemore.
bloody cuckkoo . =D
hmmm ..
so and somemore ,
someone making mini concerts.
singing songs that sounds like shit lah.
i sing like 100x better than him lohs .
he kena reject from campus superstar then bobian. = /

so woke up le hor .
straightaway pack some of my things in ..
den went to brush my teeth and wash up .
so after that, went to check my towel .
it was still wet like -.-
so decided not to take it out . =0
so sat there and stare on my surroundings like a moron .
so its 7.20 !
pt time .
wahh . pt was hell lah .
sleep not enuf le .
althought pt was kinda slack.
still bloody tired.
so kinda dont remember what we did le .
den it was afternoon le .
oh ya , debriefing was quite tense lahs.
cuz we aint leadin
and we are the last.
hmmm . bad bad news lohs.
so we were like determined to push ourselves back to the game .
so after having our lunch .
we had station games.
okays ,
that was not bad after all . =/
but we only played one station.
and the dark clouds begins to flood around the sky,.
and it rained -.-
so its like , i recovered from illness and it just rains.
so wtf - - .
okays so forget about all of it already .
we went back to our sports hall to assemble.
then our main comm tell us to play games and discuss about
our performance night.
so one of our teammate. amanada.
wrote a script lohs .
den because most of us are lazy to think .
so decided to take the SCript.
so at first, we were like splitting into groups .
like . dancing,the actors,and the fighters.
cuz our script is about our group name ,.
which means that it is a empire with warriors .
and the script is trying to say that.
in order to win the princess ,
the guy must beat everyone in order to get her heart.
so its like , quite touching lahs.
i joined the dancing de.
LOL .
at first i was suppose to make girls' sound laaaa.
but bo bian ,
in the end i go dance also .
so we discussed and planned for like 2.1/2 hours .
quite baddd laaaaaaaaaaaa.
oh ya i remember already .
morning we were learning mass dance and the handsign songs.
=DD

okok .
so after that, had our dinner,
most of us rush to have our rehearsal .
we almost screwed up i guess.
=)
so its performance night time !
ROXXXORRRR.
so high lahs can .
this year's trend .
all gays.
-.-
super zai .
i thought we were unique to think of this .
but all of the empires got ..
zz. -..- bth .
okays .
so after everythingg le .
ITS DANCING TIME !
so we MASS DANCE .
and iTS SO HIGHHHHH .
and sing tp song and handsign song .
and after that .
ITS DISCO TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
LOL .
the dj ,
abit ..
- -
the song .. --
u know u know .=D
shall not say more .
quite nice lahs.
but not a lot of effort shown in remixing.
just always a small part.
okays i dance for 45 mins and i stopped.
so damn blooodyy tiring .
so went to find kaiwen to get a drinkk .
yea, drink .
so they decided to get their supper.
when im still full .
so forget it. i followed them lohs .
bwg,
so slack at the vending machine and was like going to sleep .
so slack there .. for 1 hr i think . or more .
and WE WERE LATE to gather.
OMFG.
=/
but forget it laaaa.
wasnt delibrately also . =/
so debriefing was like 1hr+ also .
about 1am finish . COOL HUH . =/
so after that waiting to bathe .
and i think . i slept at 1.30am .
LOLLLOOL.
super duper tiring.
tml write 3rd day . SO MUCH TO WRITE KAYS. =)

Nlyg.<3

8:09 PM

Y Saturday, April 14, 2007

FOC ROXX.=)
wtf,
only 2 went for the camp.
its like .
omgomg?
hmmm ..
so its like,
i went in the sports complex with jj .
and i was splitted away from him .
hmmm ..
screwed.
totally so foreign sias the group .
the group ,
i think i dont even know 1 lohs.
and i cant shout for the first day. LOL.
my vocals got prob sial !=/
so i bwg llohs.
whole day keep quiet like guai kia.
and somemore a guai kia got 3 earhole .
so abit strange lo . =/
so first day they thought us cheers and play icebreaker lohs .
standard mah .
=/
i think we dont really know each other's name so well also lohs.
so the gl (group leader) thought us cheers and introducing themselves lah .
tp's ppl are cool i can say .
whahahha . =/
hmmm . so played and cheer until dinner.
looked forward to the dinner cuz i dint eat breakfast and lunch .
so abit shag also .
loll .
budden ,
the dinnneer...
i shall not say anyymore =D
so after the dinner , due to the wet weather .
our station game's venue got change from tampines central to tp campus .
and because to start first, we must cheer the loudest.
and the first day . it was bad lahs.
nobody know each other.
onlly got a girl call minmin.=/
i can only say i really peifu her to the max.
at first i see her,
dont really like her .
now i really know never judge a book by its cover.
she got good leadership qualities sia.
she got initaitive.
which i dont have.
sian , ppl still say i got leadership qualities.
now i begin to doubt le .
i think part of it because i scared ppl say this not good there not good bah.
haiz. =(
i want cry le lahh . =/

okays.. so ...
i dint play the station games.
cuz everybody cheered too loud and i cannot take it .
so head dizzy like mad .
so ate medication and rest lohs .
hmmm .. so debriefing starts again and feedback is coming .
okays.
so i write until here le .
tml den cont. to write. tiredtired me. (:

Nlyg.<3

11:23 PM

Y Thursday, April 05, 2007

loll . todays such a HOT day laaa.

i overslept two hours for today's soccer.

so paiseh .

reach there at 10.30

when they start at 8.30

loll .

=/

but managed to play for an hour or so .

so not bad lahs.

play until strain muscles.

hmmm ..

so after football ..

cycled to kembangan mrt to give ben his wax.

loll .

so i cycled back to bedok interchange .

then realised i neeeda take things from my auntie.

so cycled to my auntie's house .

took the items and left instantly .

went to the market near my auntie's house to packet some lunch .

its tiring i guess.

i cycle around for so long .

loll .

hmmm ..

so reach home instantly go bathe.

=/

but its damn hot laaaa.

hmmm ..

so finish lunch and use computer a while .

damn boring lah today .

nothing to do .

tired like mad cuz i slept at 5am .

i almost forget .

but i still cant get to sleep .

so today totally damn shag.

play what lose what .

bwg.
=/

hmmm ..

so at night .

parents took me to simpang again .

ate a heavy meal i guesss.

ahhaha . drink kambing soup .

and now the side effects comin .

and its damn hot .

wahhah . .

hmm .. sometimes i wonder .

why do i lose the confidence to call you .

now i dont even dare to call you .

are you that scary to me now .

i dont know lahhs .

anyways know a new fren today .

from temasek sec.

^^ ahhah .

Nlyg.<3

12:28 AM

Y Wednesday, April 04, 2007

回忆起我们小时候
闭上眼睛就能感受
在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔
离开了我们小时候
现在你会不会想我
也许你找到一个人为你守候
我了了

okays this song rocks. =/

hmmmm .. one day has passed again ..

im gonna play soccer this morning . omg -.-

8am ..

god.. and im still awake .

awaiting for football to commence.

=/

ahh ..

okays.

so today practically did nothing .

cs dota ps2 psp .

cool eh me ?

=DD

hmmm ..

so jeric came my house and play my electronic devices.

his ankle seem to recover abit le .

god bless.

=//

so we were playin and playin. .

waitin for time to fly pass us .

so after playin . i decided to use the computer.

saw ya online and talk to ya .

at first it was alright .

its the middle and back got problem .

we seem to debate again .

haiz.

i will always lose .

i cant win .

nowadays.

u abit only jiu angry angry .

or give abit attitude.

haiz.

i really want back the old of you .

i dont even dare to ask u .

for now.

the red hot tempered you .

i cant take iit .

i hope i can take it .

i can hold on.

i really hope i can hold on .

your a good girll .

i dont wanna lose you .

goddammit .

i feel like a failure in love.

i got nothing to say to myself le .

haizTODAMAX.

okays .

end here . byebye =DD

Nlyg.<3

1:05 AM

Y Monday, April 02, 2007

okays. time to blog today ..

wahhah .

i almost screw myself in tp cuz i forget to write lotsa things.

borrowing pens here and there.

hmmm ..

at least i dint rot at home today.

=//

oh ya , my fingernails getting damn long liao . now typing keyboard pain like hell .

bth .
=/

next time can paint red liao . =DD

gothic gothic.

hmmmm ...

so today after handing in . went to tm to help dad

check things.

so M1's having a 10 yr anniversary .

and giving out one samsung phone .

not bad sia.

kinda bo bian to take it laaa .

den went to singtel .

singtel's phone damn ex laaa .

bthh . =/

my house now got..
7 lines!

loll. cool ? =D

hmmm .. so check le go rush kfc.

cuz morning was prayin ..

hmmm . then reach home tired like hell .

slack here and there doing nothing .

then suddenly dad call me for dinner.

den i go back computer and just nice got match

awhahha .

so i play play play .

play until ..

i FORGET the time .

my dad meet me at 7.

den in the end. i play until ..

7 ? LOLX.

was kinda gone case .

so rushed my bike to blk18 to meet up with my parents.

had dinner. talk abit about what i've to report.

then they took my dad's car home and i cycled home .

loll . what a punishment .

ii still needa packet dinner for my bro who is sleeping at home .

hes a pig .

LOL . =/

hmmmm ..

okays its done.

4 days 4 days .

i wonder how long i can take it .

its not i dont want to call you .

call you makes me feel ..

haiz. ):

maybe just .

maybe i can never be with you .

i cant think positively.

Nlyg.<3

11:15 PM

Y Sunday, April 01, 2007

blog blogg blog !!

nowadays gonna be active le !

whee !

hmmm ..

today okays lo .

went to pierce back my 2nd hole .

im gonna pierce my 3rd soon .

so im gonna have. one big 2 small .

wahahh ! one can put yakult straw le . im satisfied. =D

errr, poly's coming so fast.

loll . tml went to tp .

but it was close .

i thought poly's open 24/7. LOL .

oo0ps. maybe i think too much .

hmmm .. so pei my brother lohs.

go tm buy stationery den go arcade walk walk .

saw bags. but cost 159 . >.< can cry w0r !

hmmm . havent really go buy clothes allso .

22 days more to the start of the course .

our poly starts 1 wk later ! =))

hmmm ..

today whole day like dreaming also la.

never message .

never call ppl .

just like mia- .

haiz.

then that stupid ben also .

dont want online .

mia one day also.

dont know for what -.-

hmmmm .. so as usual . pc,psp,ps2

read some newspapers. do some stupid dumb things.

watching tv.

ah . =/

my life is wasted siaL .

=/

nowadays really never contact my sec school frenz le .

thats any problem ..

nothing to talk about and nothing to tell each other .

all i want is have fun for now !!

hmmm . cycling !

i always lazy cuz lonely .

hope tml i will just go cycle !!

hmmm . ending here ba .. =/

byee !

Nlyg.<3

10:10 PM

its 31st.

last day of march .

tml april fool .

ah goddammit .

time flies.

i hasnt being doing anything . for sure .

i regret . and regret .

what is this .

its like when 1 day had pass .

i will begin to regret somethings.

so now in my heart.

theres so many things to regret .

foolish me -

dumb me -

stupid me -

im always stupid .

no wonder people love to say me stupid .

i cannot take jokes.

why cant i take jokes ?

or some jokes really hurt me. ?

i really dont know liaos.

why cant i stop saying dont know .

ahh. fuck it lahhs.

there is so many questions .

so so so so many questions.

to figure.

why cant we click like last time. ?

why cant i have a chance like other guys.?

why cant you let me try once.?

why am i so lousy in handling my own relationships?

i really cant figure it out .

maybe im just a failure.

time to blog today.

today is practically another boring day.

was suppose to go out to bedok reservoir .

but in the end i woke up at 12.

so i forget it le .

so in the end i also forget about my admission forms .

ahh. tomorrow confirm must go le .

i dont want to be slacking at home le .

okays ..

i have made a agreement with melise .

and that is to be the top student in tp for my course.

hope i can do it . =/

nowadays i will be posting long big posts. =DD

ahhah . o0ps . cuz too many things to write le .

hmmm .. been playing computer , psp , ps2

turn by turn .

loll.

wahhah . shall i mia. ?

i feel like going mia .

--------------------

you are not the old you le ..

why issit so hard to communicate with youu .

i dont want to say it here de.

but it really sucks to put inside ur heart .

i just feel like asking you .

why cant we be like last time ?

happily chattin and sharing some probs .

going thru some life experience or whatsoever .

now we just remain so quiet.

everything becomes so serene.

i dont dare say much things also .

den you ask me to talk .

but i scared to talk .

so wtf is this .

haiz.

everything is going the wrong way i guess ..

further further it shall be. hais.

i dont even think that you will huan lo me if im mia .

haiz.

bye blog.
time to stop .

Nlyg.<3

12:09 AM